Hi anyone out there reading this. This is my site with my newly added ‘blog.
I’ll be honest, I’ve been badmouthing blogs for some time now and have been very hesitant to set one up. I’ve figured, of late, what the hell.
This reminds me of all the thousands of times I tried to set up a journal or something similar: notebooks, “Doogie Howser” style computer stuff, emacs diary files - I never stuck with it.
I remember one summer when I was a kid living in Houston, Texas I got a small mini- ring binder and wrote in the loose leaf page: “U2 Rules!
I turn 26 today. I’ll save myself and you the decadent excess of moping on about what I don’t have, or publicly ruminating on the things that I am blessed to have.
Last night mirth and merriment were to be had in the heart of the Mission. Tasty tapas were eaten, litres of sangria were drained, and then the high-class lowlife a-go-go mecca the 500 club was patronized.
So this morning while I was recovering I finished off Silent Hill 2 (PS2). I got the “In Water” ending. I would say that Silent Hills are a pretty good series of game - apparently falling into the genre of survival horror.
So, so dark.
The new one just came out, but I’m not going to pick it up yet as I need to get the imprint of my butt out of my futon.
So I was talking to my former overseer Bailey about where managerial authority is legitimated from. We agreed that it is self sustaining on its own creation: “the myth of effectiveness.”
He argued that a bad manager will, however, eventually irritate his managed if he is bad, and he will then render himself ineffective.
good as something
I would like to think that but I think there are far too many bad managers to hope that the invisible hand of good management will take care of the issue for us.
We also pursued the question of why virtue ethics societies failed.
It was a long week. I was on-call and things were really quite busy in the after hours realm. The rest of it would be a bunch of boring IT guy stuff, so I’ll not go into detail.
I spent the evening yesterday visiting my friend Roahn and his family in Alameda, CA. I rarely cross over to the East Bay, but I thought it would be a good opportunity to see a bit of the Oakland area.
Alameda is very nice. Roahn, his wife, and their daughter live on a small island (you have to cross 2, count it 2 drawbridges to get there) amongst a very idyllic neighborhood with tree-lined streets and quaint homes.
On Sunday Dad and I got up and went to the Metreon-area Mel’s. The place was packed (as usual) and we took our time.
Then we went to The Men’s Wearhouse and he helped me pick out 3 very nice new suits. I have to admit that 99% of the reason that I always wear dark colors is because they always match (more or less) but we angled towards a bit lighter color. They were navy, bronze, and dark blue. I also picked up some nicer casual looks.
Look 1
Look 2
Look 3
Look 4
After that, we headed up to Union Square and did some looking around for watches, nick-nacks, and other loot.
Sushiated: adj.. The state of feeling full after having eaten a quality sushi meal that has, in turn, rendered one lethargic, distracted, and sleepy. In short, in no condition to do any real work whatsoever. Example: After I finished my Rainbow Roll at Sushi O Sushi I was totally sushiated and took a nap under my desk.
I’m looking out the sliding glass door at the San Francisco skyline. I am sitting on on my futon. The summer fog drifts from the sea to the bay. Sometimes the fog is high and covers the tips of the city. Sometimes the fog lays thick over the buildings and the highway seems to vanish into haze.
And for some reason, I happened to think about S.E. Hinton. S.E., first of all is a woman. You probably don’t know this. But she is. S.E. Hinton has written some of the most gritty fiction ever put to paper. Her book chronicles lust, violence, anger, rage, isolation, and angst in a thoroughly authentic manner.
Well, that’s the short and sweet of it, I will be going to SYD to do work at my
company’s site out there for about two months.
It’s been a real trying last couple of months because this plan has been
fomenting since about 3 months ago. It’s possibility has sort of held me in
this state of superposition (stolen from popular Quantum Mechanics’ lexicon),
neither being go-yes or go-no.
See, I’ve been thinking Buy new car? or Try to buy some property" -
but the sensible answers to both these questions change dramatically when one
thinks about not being where one wants to live for
months at a time.
It’s also held my personal life in this weird stage - it’s this state of
living semi-detached from those around one. This is contrary to my rather
Dionysian (in the more Classical sense) impulses of experiencing each moment
fully – but it’s hard to live the other way - it always feels like you’re
being disingenuous insofar as you know the tacit assumption in each
relationship (I should be able to see this person the day after, and the day
after that) is highly dubitable.
But now that life-on-a-delay-timer is over as the flights have been booked, the
hotel reserved, and my project plan put to ink.
I’m a bit worried about leaving SF – I like my apartment OK and moving all my
belongings (that don’t get sold first) into storage hardly thrills me - but we
can’t live life hoping not to experience changes. Change is critical to making
us become what we need to be.
As you doubtless noticed I will be in Sydney through the Christmas and New
Year’s holidays. I think that this will definitely be an interesting
experience. The last time I was in a foreign land for a holdiay was in
1997/1998 when I was in Prague and Munich (Christmas, Sylvester, respectively).
Since I’m about to go to Australia I decided that I should meditate upon the things that I already know about the country. I would like to have a recorded state that I can use to see what I learned or how my perceptions changed. Lessee…
Halfway through the HTML-ization of this knowledge, it strikes me that I have been a very effective subject of Australian cultural export and advertising barrage.
Things I Know About AUS thanks to… Neighbours Every woman in Australia is hot. Every woman in Australia is jonesing for a singing career (Imbruglia, Minogue times two) Things I Know About AUS thanks to… Colin Hay of Men At Work Vegimite is a type of sandwich Recently I’ve started to wonder if “Man From down Under” was actually an allegorical song about being from a place of disconnectedness.
I have just returned from a brief and hurried visit to New Mexico and Texas. I say hurried because I needed to cram in a lot of visiting in just a few days. I left last Friday for Clovis, NM where my mother and step-father are setting up a Country club. It’s really coming along and I’m really proud of all their hard work.
From there it was to Austin where I visited with my sister and my oldest/bestest friend in the world, Mike.
Myself, Mike, & Grace
Dad came and picked me up Sunday and took me to Houston where he and I spent the evening with his parents.
One week from now I will be counting down the hours until I go to Sydney.
It’s a little bit strange that a change of such drastic nature is looming so close now.
It creates that sinking feeling in your stomach. It’s that sinking feeling I felt when I walked away from my family van and into the dorms in 1995, the feeling I had in the jetway as I left for Holland, the feeling I had when I saw my ex off at the airport, the feeling I had when I got the call with a teary voice in the afternoon once.
At the risk of seeming a little too much like a character out of “The Beach”, I am at a Web-basement in the Civic Center area of Sydney.
My trip went remarkably well. The row I was in (one of the 3 seat ones) had no other passengers so I got to curl up and sleep for the first 8 hours of the trip After that I intermittently napped, ate, and read magazines.
I landed in Sydney and then went through the customs process unaccosted. I took a cab to the Sheraton on the Park. It’s very impressive and the overlook of the park is very nice.
Lunch at the Hotel Yum Cha (Chinese Dumplings) Red Wine Brie-ish or Camembert-ish cheese Coffee with sugar and cream. Chocolate The effects of the drugs against each other is sublime.
Now why am I familiar with this meal for lunch today, a work day as you say? Well your friend Steven was very stupid yesterday and has 4 GIGANTIC blisters on his feet. They are of the scope that I cannot even hobble about well. It sucks. See, I had the bright idea of running from Bondi Junction to Bondi Beach. It’s not far, it was a great sunny day, I was feeling good.
I had a very nice weekend this past weekend and I will write about it now:
Friday night there was an exciting one-day cricket match between Australia and India at the Sydney Cricket ground. It was a very intense battle in the last hour where India needed only 30 or so runs to overtake the home team. The partnership was strong with India captain Sourav Ganguly on the strike. In an error, his partner ran when he shouldn’t have and the bowler stumped Ganguly and sent him in. Then after a series of stellar catches Australia finished off the Indian batting line and won the game.
Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane
I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain
Oh and I can see Daniel waving goodbye
God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes
That one goes out to my sister who should be Madrid, Spain right now. She’s off to do a few months of study abroad. I remember when I did my own trip almost 6 years ago, I remember walking off the plane into a place (a continent!) I had never been to before, I didn’t speak the native language … it was all so new, so daunting, and so exciting.
Hermann Hesse, reading
If we accept a home of our making,
Familiar habit makes for indolence.
We must prepare for parting and leave-taking
Or else remain the slaves of permanence.
— Hermann Hesse
There are some of us who wonder if we’ll ever stop moving.
There are those of us who wonder why there’s never been a home.
We’ve chosen the harder path, listless souls doomed to roam.
Ah, my last full weekend in Sydney, ending with the Australia day celebration. Australia day observes the arrival of white people to the Australian continent. I was at The New Windsor yesterday when I asked what independence AD celebrated and the barfly to my right replied “Nothing, we’re still prisoners of the old bag [the Queen of England].” I had to chuckle at that one.
Speaking of yesterday, I spent the early part of the morning at the Art Gallery of New south wales checking out their Caravaggio Exhibit. I’ve always been a fan of Caravaggio because he was one of the first artists to really explore the seedier sides of life.
For the first time in many years, I find myself sleeping within the boundaries
of the City of San Jose.
In the words of The Old Man from A Christmas Story:
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O Ralphie, what has brought you to this low, low state? Tell us, son.
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Instead of being felled by the eyesight-stealing Lifebouy, it is the demon of home-un-havingness. Home-un-havingness is different than being homeless on account of home-un-havingness in not a political issue where Homelessness is. I am clearly not the latter.
My associate, BigHoeSmacka, informed me today that he thought I was being delinquent in my blog updating duties. I’ll admit, I’ve been running behind since my return to the South Bay.
The good news is that I’ve found an apartment here in Mountain View (where I am sitting at this very moment). I just took a quick drive through the neighborhood and saw a “for rent” A-frame…a few walk-thrus I was the proud renter of yet another Silicon Valley apartment unit.
(There is a lot more in the extended entry. These insomnia posts achieve maximal length very quickly.)
You cannot imagine how very, very different that is compared to 3 years ago and you would have had to been on a waiting list for a place like this.
My friend The Social Bobcat is one of the funniest people ever to tread this Earth. I have known him since 9th grade where we suffered the slings and verbal arrows of William Maxy’s American History (Reconstruction to Modern) class. A recent sample from IM (red is me, white is TSB, edited for clarity):
ME: whaddaya make of the s. koreans cloning human embryo? i can’t wait for [Bush’s and the ] religious right’s backwards stance on this to make sure that the US pharmacological sector falls apart.
HIM: the beginning of the end is nigh. The problem with the extreme religious right is the whole system of beliefs being able to be passed on and instilled in future generations.
Too much data in one day has me updating the blog like a madman.
If genius has any common denominator, I would propose breadth of interest and the ability to construct fruitful analogies between fields.
— Stephen Jay Gould ‘Darwin’s Middle Road’
My favorite radio show is, without a doubt, This American Life.
It has a real tendency to be entertaining and then suddenly bust out with something incredibly profound right after you’ve been thoroughly disarmed.
This show was on a topic that would inherently interest me (Simulated Worlds), but one of the acts was about the Dinosaur exhibits one sees at musea. The interviewer asked the curator of one of the exhibits and asked why dinosaur exhibits are such common features in musea.
The curator replied that dinosaurs had been the most successful life-form on this planet and they ruled for thousands of years - and then one day, they simply went extinct - and there was nothing they could do about it.
Now, my faithful readers, I have already told you how my mother was in tune with the genius that is the half-pint performer of brilliance: Prince.
Now where was my father? Let me tell you, Dad was demonstrating the future revolutions in commerce!
How so you say?
Well there is a certain point where a young man starts to wonder about the world outside. The gentleman learns that the best way to get in communication with this bigger, wider world is to check the mailbox. This truth was canonized in “A Christmas Story” where we see Ralphie check the mailbox daily for precious treasures from beyond.
Reasons:
James Dedman loves you! Or if he proofreads your work he might suggest you use the word “gasconade” Someone wrote The Tragedy of Marioland The Pixies were once, and might be once again You are not a woodcrafts project, and if you are you are not one of my woodcrafts projects Catatonia once were, Cerys still is, and why I still can’t forget this band is a mystery you are free to figure out The Cardigans released “Gran Turismo” and it still should be able to make you believe all Swedes are Ingmar Bergman clones The guys that wrote Kazaa are going to destroy telecom as we know it and nothing can stop them La Mer - You know, over the sea, but in French Your perfect soulmate is out there somewhere
And my upper back muscles are spasming left and right.
I think it’s a good sign, too much tension and knotting up in those computer-guy shoulders. I have a chronically tight and irritating left shoulder, i think that muscle has even given into my instructor’s lumbar workout.
I’ve really been needing the class all day. I’ve just been so distracted at work for the last couple days – I think this will help get my focus in gear. I’m also planning on making myself go in early (like i used to when commuting) – somehow too much sun in the morning is ruining my focus.
AMC - American Movie Classics is showing Army of Darkness
No Sam Raimi film should be an American Movie Classic.
Least of all any Raimi film with Bruce Campbell.
No, these films have nothing in common with Citizen Kane, Dr. Kildare, and the like.
It is an insult to the rogue, karo-syrup-splattered genius of Raimi and Campbell to put it on the AFI top 100 loving channel..
…And any AFI top 100 loving channel should know its place and show nothing edgier than Blazing Saddles.
No, this is not a “She Bop” moment.
My co-workers measured me and they told me I am six feet tall.
I always thought I was more of a 5'10" 5'11" kinda cat. I’ve never wanted to say that I was six feet tall owing to the fact that a more scientific measure might come along and assert that I was merely 5'11" or 5'10" and 3/4 or something.
I will take my co-s’ words on this one, I think I am really six feet tall.
But what does it mean?
Well, I can weigh four more pounds and be at my “ideal weight”.
A few years ago I developed a real antipathy towards the South Bay Area.
No women, nothing to do, no one worth talking to…
I put this track on the mental iPod on repeat.
In time, I started to believe my own coaching, my own fallacious world view. It poisoned my heart, tainted my tongue, covered my eyes with scales, and closed my ears.
As the KJV says:
For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: (Proverbs 23:7)
Not only this, but being a very comfortable introvert, I have a lot of time alone with my inner dialogue. What if the voice you heard alone justified all your expectations of scarcity and dissatisfaction?
There are just a few little projects to take on, but if someone walked in the door today I would not be embarrassed about the place. No my friends, you would not need to hop a cardboard box choochoo train. You would not be forced to drink coke out of wine glasses (although everyone should have that experience).
I hope to finish off the patio and handle a few leftover items before the week is through.
The only thing I dread would be finding a property to buy in just but a few weeks and having to move again.
Aaaaiiigggghhh.
It’s a truism that befits the most hackneyed scriptwriter:
Tear-eyed JOHN DOE kneels, staring out the window as thunder and lightning rage.
JOHN DOE: “Dear God, please [ do something / grant something ]
Later…
AUXILLARY CHARACTER: But JOHN, you asked for X, and instead you got Z, how did God answer your prayer?
JOHN DOE: Well you see, AUXILLARY CHARACTER, God doesn’t answer your prayers the way you ask all the time, He took care of me in the way He thought I needed to be taken care of, not the way I thought I needed to be helped.
I went shooting with some of my friends. We headed on over to the range in Milpitas and fired some find weapons. The progeny of Ol’ Monkeyface proved to have inherited his progenitor’s taste for fine weaponry.
I took out the Desert Eagle 9mm first. After trying out my friend’s Ruger 9mm I definitely preferred it to the DE. I went in and swapped my DE for the Sig-Sauer 232 .380 cal which both I and Mice were really fond of. The 232 has a really smooth trigger and I like the fact that there’s no slide-release.
I have to be honest though, I’m not much of a shot.
Most diets forbid you to drink alcohol (whiskey and rye and grape and vodka, tequila and gin, all my friends). As a result, if you decide you need to drink that last quarter bottle of wine before you go on vacation, and you drink it, you will get seriously crunked up.
My lighter-drinking sister is going to be able to see me under the table in Europa.
:: chagrined ::
I’m up at 6 a.m. and feeling sorta awake. I feel that my living on the travel run has caught up with me, my lymph nodes are the size of walnuts and I keep sneezing thus, I cannot sleep, thus I type.
I hope that work’s requirements will allow me to check out some tunes on the shared Mac users’ iTunes shares, slurp some green tea, and parse my bazillion emails.
I have to be honest, I’m dreading that. I eradicated my mail quota before I left (it’s good to be king) so there’s no telling how bloated my inbox is with people sending me mails that want to ‘get buy-in’ or ’leverage synergies’ or ‘what the hell happened to X’.
You really do come back with creativity from vacation. I should say that the only risk to the employer would be allowing you to take too long of a vacation and then you would realize how much your cubicle-driven McJob sucks and that you should improve widgets by doing X and then off you go to start a new company or work at a different place that doesn’t have the institutional barriers to implementing your Great New Idea.
Someone should do a study about that, the vacation as gateway to attrition.
Some friends and I once agreed that: Work sucks, but the drama is worth staying for.
I was talking to passive psychotherapist Michael Sobczak today and we were discussing what we are doing with our mid-twenties-lives and I said:
steven harms is a guy who likes books, discussions fueled by wine and booze, who likes pretty girls and screwing around with computers and writing code.
Mike said this was “perfect”.
to which I would now add:
…who has grown over-accustomed to luxury and thus cares for German sports cars, expensive gizmos, and nice tailored clothing.
which should be augmented with
…who really enjoys teaching
The Myers-Briggs tests say that my best given profession is a preacher.
Foremost, let me say that I really enjoyed the first installment of this, the fourth film by Quentin Tarantino.
For those of you not in the know, this movie is a continuation of, not a sequel to the first volume delivered last year: Kill Bill v.1.
Now the first film, and you can find many sites which will explain this in further detail, was a hyper-gory, hyper-stylized, samurai sword bloodfest. Fewer heads rolled in the Reign of Terror. I walked in expecting to see sword-point impalings, decapitation, defenestration, and other sorts of mayhem.
The movie starts off quite differently though. The opening scene is the star, Uma Thurman, driving a convertible down the road with a film screen displaying ‘road footage’ behind her.
Hi, I am the magazine tearing boy on the plane.
See, I was behind on a couple of months worth of magazine reading so I had about 10 pounds (literally) of magazines in my carry-on baggage. Not being a fan of carrying around baggage longer than necessary I tear out the pages and keep the blade or two I find interesting and then dump the mag in the recycling bin.
Here are two interesting snippets I found:
Mother Jones Mag: If you could meet President Bush, what would you tell him? Russell Simmons: Fear is not the basis of governing this country.
I believe it was Neal Stephenson who once opined:
“Anyone can condescend you, but it takes a Unix user to do it right”
Well, in a similar vein I will stake:
“Anyone can be sanctimonious, but it takes a Public Broadcasting Service member to do it right.”
After years of shamefully leeching off the backs of other good residents of the area’s donations I righted myself with Host and Humanity by joining KQED.
I even got a nifty bumper sticker.
Now when I drive my righteous ass up and down the highways I can make all those other leeches in their leech-mobiles remember their leechy place in society.
Monday I took my first class in Flamenco guitar. I went with my friend The Army Guy to Starving Musician in Santa Clara and picked up a cheap classical six-string ($50.00 - what a deal).
I went to the class and was pleased to see that the few things I remember about guitar technique and theory were really helpful. My teacher set me off with some challenges and I will work on it this week.
I was really inspired to try to get back into this based on this brilliant flamenco show my sister and I saw in Madrid. It was great.
But I would like to go on record right now:
I hate bull fighting
Part of the reason that I don’t Ernest Hemingway is because he was into bullfighting. I don’t think it’s macho to kill bulls. I don’t think that contemptuous eyeing of the bull that is supposed to be sexually charged is that. I think its barbaric, fixed, and sick.
As I said about Christ in The Passion, bullfighting is Thanatos on display.
Sick. And pornographic.
Since I returned from Sydney (now 3 months ago) I’ve been slowly trying to get caught up on those 2 months worth of doing nothingness. An area where I have been particularly deficient was auto maintenance.
I took my car to the friendly dealership in Sunnyvale and they found that I needed my timing belt replaced ($$$), needed the 75K maintenance, and had a small nail in my tire.
Well, I spent most of Friday taking care of the latter two items, and the first I must take care of on Monday.
That means that I will have to do all my Monday-activity in a rental car.
Mice pointed out that it is indeed national poetry month in April (itself poetically renowned for its cruelty).
My favourite poem would have to be William Butler Yeats’ The Second Coming. I was assigned to report on this poem in late-fall of my senior year in high school and I recall my teacher saying: “You’re going to love this one, Steven”.
She was right.
I can only gather by the reports etc. that I had turned in up to that point that she could derive my Byronic appreciation of such poems. Here it is:
"The Second Coming" WB Yeats Turning and turning in the widening gyre The falcon cannot hear the falconer; Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world, The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence is drowned; The best lack all convictions, while the worst Are full of passionate intensity.
The world knows that Ms. Bartlett in elementary school gave me a minus in art.
The trouble for me is that I always conceived art, the class, as art, like all the other classes. This means that I am out to get my work done and then move on.
Art is not at all like that. Apparently you’re supposed to achieve some sort of existential satisfaction from Art.
Somehow nobody ever told me.
Occasionally I can create a bit of a pop art riff.
My co-worker Mice is a fan of Disneyland in a majorly big way. Big. Way. We’re talking about a cat who probably actually believes that this place in the middle of Anaheim actually is the Happiest place on earth.
I’m going back to Houston tomorrow. My friend Matt is getting married there.
I’m not a fan of Houston in the summer (or in most seasons) but it will give me a chance to see mom, dad, sis, friends, El Imperial (and the frightened geriatrics at the Luby’s next door), Mike, and my old roommates.
Anyway, why I am I watching such things?
I’m dodging the fact that my house looks like a total disaster area: towels, sheets, ironing boards, trash, 3 weeks of laundry.
I need to undo all of that with a severe quickness. Am I meditating on how to attack this problem? No, I’m doing this, and I’m considering playing some serious playstayshun.
I was thinking about that scene in “Silence of the Lambs” where Jodie Foster as Clarice Starling engages in prison torture much in excess of Abu Ghraib by subjecting the poor incarcerated Dr. Lector to her horrendous attempt at a Southern accent.
She asks her poor victim if he has the nerve to subject his own psyche to his own laser-like intelligence.
When I was in college, now some nine years ago, I took two personality tests and received the scores on 12/12/1995.
Here is what the exams say about me. What conclusion to draw from this data I will work to make.
It has developed a blotchy white screen-condition.
Apparently the 15" AluBooks have a known (if not popular) defect where certain uneven spots of screen will start to go dramatically lighter than the rest of the screen.
I hadn’t noticed it until I opened up a white document and noticed these splotches.
Fortunately Apple has fessed up to this unfortunate state of affairs and has sent me a box wherewith to ship back.
I must admit, I’m a bit angsty about being PowerBook-less for a few days. Heh, maybe this will be the chance to catch up on my reading instead of working to learn Cocoa.
This sucks. I had forgotten what a crappy experience using an IBM Thinkpad with Windows 2000 was.
The trackpad is totally insensitive and the cursor slowly slides to the upper right-hand corner. Windows is godawful slow. I mean, it’s slow. Geez it’s slow. The box is ugly. The display is lower quality. The keys chatter too much because they are made of cheap crappy plastic Trying to get Win2K to get the idea that it should not use IE as the default browser is an exercise in pain. O! Powerbook of joy, how darest thou get sick!
I had a mess of cleanliness.
I mean, I had heaps of clean clothes.
When I came home Friday night these heaps of wrinkling cleanliness taxed me, drained me, and brought me dooowwwwnnnnn (do that in a Jim Morrison voice when you read it).
I took care of that.
I cleaned my bathroom.
I took the heap of clean clothes off my bed. They had been sharing the spot where typically a girlfriend, or wife, or stuffed teddy bear should go.
As I have none of the last three, I didn’t mind sharing the feathertop with my bleached-clean whites.
With the clutter gone the dynamic of the place has changed.
I must get a bunch of printed pages bound at Kinko’s I must re-write a contract (for work) I must submit my expenses from my UK trip I must do my ironing I must submit my on-call billing I must write my yearly review (and the look forward). OK, so why is it that I am demotivated to do points 3 and 5 – when I know they will produce dollars in my cash-flow restrained time of need? I don’t know.
I must not goof off on the web I must not blog all day I must leave the TV off I must not pick up one of the books lying about Argggghhhh.
I’m working on some work stuff but I’m feeling very gifted with words at the moment (that’s lucky, I’m working on a review).
Yes that is work stuff on Friday night. Shuddup.
…before my review is due. I have a mug o’ Earl Grey, a marked up print out, and about 30 errors to fix. I should be done with 45 minutes to spare.
w00t.
My boss was telling me all about the Philippines and the (as Freud said) Narcissism of Petty differences glossary between the upper classes and the non-. Spanish fluency seems to be one of the winnowing tools.
Strange that the tongue of the colonizer is the sign of sophistication or ‘old-itude’ – as opposed to the non-English tongues of the UK.
OK, back to it.
I have finished the review, finished it with 30 minutes to spare.
I played with my new toy for a while (more on that later).
Joseph Campbell is on TV again. He’s something good to watch as you drift towards being ready to sleep.
I’ve been bad and have been skipping.
I went and afterwards got a tasty Jamba Juice
Jamba and yoga go together like Rumsfeld and cynicism.
Bliss on that one my carrots.
And, as I love Cat Power, here is a quote:
Last night there was a party
I could not go
I sat around and I thought about it
all night long
I was thinking about that because on the way back from the asanas and the Jamba, David Sedaris was talking about being lonely and feeling pathetic for it.
Wily interviewatrix, Teri Gross pointed out that David had consciously moved to Paris, where he knows no one, and doesn’t speak the language and yet he is lamenting being lonely?
“Strange things man, strange things”
This was originally said by a boy who crashed a car into a pole after robbing a gas station.
This boy was known by my friend, and college roommate, Matt.
So last Wednesday morning I woke up in the middle of the night (as seems to be happing a bit too often lately, I’m going to take some melatonin and even it out) with this intense feeling of pressure in front of my face. You know like someone put a fist riiiiiiight at the tip of your nose but didn’t touch it.
And, uhm, well, I’m face to face with the ceiling.
I want to sleep.
I am very tired.
I want to sleep 8 hours, uninterrupted.
If, for no other reason I was well on the way to slide towards a nervous breakdown, the lack of the peaceful nightly oblivion is really starting to get to me.
I took two melatonin pills and am letting them absorb.
If I keep this up I’m going to wind up looking like Charlie Rose.
On Monday I was in training learning about Exchange.
As much as I enjoy learning new things in the collegiate lecture atmosphere…
As much as I enjoy learning new things in general…
I have decided that I abhor the Silicon Valley technical training institution. The only exception is Red Hat’s training class – the lectures and labs are geared to make you learn something.
At Sun’s training and Microsoft’s trainings though … even if you have the most competent, rhetorically gifted teacher – you will find yourself using the majority of your time trying not to let your eyes close.
I hate PowerPoint. It’s nefarious effects are now working its tentacles into the romantic world.
The Accordion Guy’s blog is pretty good, I may add him to my side panels – I certainly have much pathos for him after this story.
For those of us with an art versus practical side, gapingvoid.com offers these ten insights about being creative.
I finally figured out how to use the Bluetooth Browser on the PowerBook to extract cameraphone pix from my Motorola V600. I should like to display picture number one.
The Molestermobile
I was driving this past Sunday from the Apple Store in PA back down to Mountain View and exited off of Alma / Central to head over to El Camino and the AT&T Store.
While at the intersection of Page Mill and El Camino I caught this red light and thought I would share the cameraphone pic of the fog coming over the Los Altos Hills.
At El Camino and Page Mill
Everyone thinks that the bay area is struck by fog in the winter - I admit, it’s poetic like that and Otis Redding’s “(Sittin’ On) The Dock of the Bay” adds to this poetic vision.
The new cell phone can play MP3s for ringtones.
I took one of my favourite recordings of the “Dies Irae” section of Mozart’s Requiem and that plays when I am rung now. It’s appropriately Byronic.
Dies Iræ means: Day of Wrath.
Well, the blog turned 1 year old over the weekend, on the 7th.
Today I turn 27 at about 1 pacific. It’s a funny numerical alliance it would seem.
Others sharing my birthday are Melanie Griffith, Smokey Bear and the Prophet Mohammed. Ol Monkeyface, bereft a place to house his wishes, was forced to place his wishes under my anti-Hives post.
Well, thanks for the wishes!
I spent the weekend pretty calmly, Saturday night I saw “Monster.” It was disturbing but very well acted. Saturday I went out in downtown Palo Alto and ate at the very tasty Pizza My Heart and picked up an Airport Express at the Apple Store.
Harold Harms, my grandfather, went to his final rest this morning.
Whenever I have talked of him, or think of him, I always see his life in the context of the Great Immigrant to America story. His life was started in the melting pot German / Italian immigrant neighborhoods of Brooklyn. There he suffered the castigations of “du bist dumm genug” of his oma and the privations of the Depression.
Like most self-made and ambitious men, his work ethic manifested early, gathering (I told you, this reads like The Great American Story) bottles for resale at the local grocery.
His work would eventually earn him a spot at a desk, by a window on Wall street where he would learn the world of accountancy and financial management.
My friend Norbert is getting married in Maui on the 25th of this month. I decided I should be there to wish him well on his nuptials. So I’m going. Aloha, Maui.
No that subject isn’t an oxymoron.
I didn’t realized I had saved, but not published, so much. I’m going to be rolling it out now. Some of these may have been written many moons ago. I’m just changing the publishing time to make them the 1st of October. It’s not accurate, but it’s there.
When I was young, my sister and I would occasionally make “EZ Cheesy Pretzels”
it was a recipe she had gotten in 1st grade (“following directions”) - on an idle summer afternoon. Troublingly though, they are a righteous mess to clean up. So…get adult supervision if needed.
Bon Appetit!
EASY ?Che-e-e-sy? Pretzels 1 1/1 c flour 2/3 c milk _ c shredded cheddar cheese (2 oz.) 2 T soft margarine 2 t baking powder 1 t sugar 1 t salt 1 egg 1 c flour for rolling Wax paper Non-stick spray Directions: 1. Heat oven to 400. Spray cookie sheet with spray.
That’s my endorsement, here are my top 10 reasons
George Bush is not a moderate He is not a Republican of the Reagan, Schwarzenegger, Giuliani mold (as much as he likes them to parade during his pow-wows). He is an extreme right radical. I am a left-of-center moderate. I do things out of pragmatism, logic, and fact. He does things out of religiousity, ideology, and faith. This overarching complaint can be found several times throughout my post.
The Bush Administration is rife with right-wing ideologues of the “Neoconservative” movement (Wolfowitz, Perle, Rumsfeld, Libby)
This is a political perspective which singles out now, in the post-Soviet era, as an opportunity in which the US should assert its military might, change regimes and otherwise govern the world at the end of our very large stick.
My question is if the GOP message of “empowerment” isn’t really a message of “selfishness”. I, at one time, read the Wealth of Nations and that Ayn Rand nonsense and was quite sold on the idea that people acting in their own best interest was the best thing for society. As I read it, this is the model of Republican values. But this doesn’t get us the highest form of society, get gets us a nation of free-agents united by tribal bands (perhaps this explains some of the regionalism you cite in you just-posted mail? Texans are yokels, Bostonians I know, we are good, i would help a bostonian).
In short order I can say that I basically have had a pretty good week. I’ve been to the gym according to schedule, I’ve worked hard in the evenings to keep a clean home and hearth. I’ve been productive at work. I’ve been good.
An interesting development is that I am now using the on-the-fly document editing system, TWiki" as a Personal Information Manager (PIM). Once upon a time I had a Palm V – which is good, but I hate lugging more electronic gear in my pocket. With a TWiki the PIM is online and I am rarely anyplace where I can’t get net access (or if I can’t, I shouldn’t be getting net access).
I think that most creative people, or sensitive people, or people who have faced tragedy contemplate suicide at some point.
Some contemplate it more deeply, earlier, and some only have a passing glimpse of it, seeing it like a pretty girl in the driver’s seat of a German luxury car speeding into sun-flare leaving you with only a vague impression of “good looking”.
I personally think that anyone who would ever hope to be great must make a certain about of peace with this matter, and that involves a lot of careful consideration, it’s sort of a required contemplation for certain life aspirations.
My father and I, both being single men, are consistently trying to unearth the secrets of what makes the relationship work.
I suggested for criteria:
physical
intellectual
“team spirit” / collaborativity
spiritual
I shall expand upon these here:
Physical - do you have a chemical high / attraction. We’re talking about the coarse, do you want to touch, undress, etc. this person.
Intellectual - Does this person say things that make your mind hum in a blissful fashion?
Team Spirit - Can you negotiate with this person? Can you tell her that she can’t get her nails done because of….? Does he have to spend all Sunday watching the games?
…on the topic of marriage and relationships, The League of Melbotis has chimed in.
The Leauge, and his smarter than the average pooch Melbotis, have offered their innsight into what makes a relationship work. Here’s a few distillations…
To my post, The League replied the obvious:
_Well, gee, it?s any and all of these factors, isn?t it? _
Gee indeed, League!
The physical aspect is important to meet someone, but nobody is pretty forever. Hopefully, one day, you?ll just be able to feel lucky that this person you care about happens to be pretty. Use it as a tool for meeting somebody, but be certain, people get sick, people get hungover, people get bad haircuts.
James Dedman, lawyer about town and screenauthor will be driving across Jesusland and is soliciting song contributions for what to play.
I must say, I’m curious as to why this genial gadabout would opt for the road versus the air. I hate driving cross-country with a timetable. Getting nowhere en route to somewhere, that’s OK, but having to get somewhere, that’s not to my taste.
Now oftentimes my Dad and I ballparked to drive to Austin from our home in Houston was about the same time break as to fly, door-to-door. Yet Dedman will be headed to the East Coast - a trip at which point I’m sure the break is less neck-and-neck.
Here is The League’s official mail:
…
Well, gee, it?s any and all of these factors, isn?t it?
The physical aspect is important to meet someone, but nobody is pretty forever. Hopefully, one day, you?ll just be able to feel lucky that this person you care about happens to be pretty. Use it as a tool for meeting somebody, but be certain, people get sick, people get hungover, people get bad haircuts. And what makes you think you?re going to stay all that beautiful, anyway?
You can tell a single guy because he?s concerned about her getting her nails done or him watching football.
Former Daily Texan Associate Editor and man-about-Beaumont James Dedman celebrates yet another tour around the sun on this sea-covered carousel-pony we call Earth.
I added some old programs I wrote a looooong time ago. I keep getting Google hits requesting this material, so, visit the “programming” link above.
Today I’ve been watching all sorts of religious material (in line with the holiday) on the History channel: angels, Gnosticism, Zoroastrianism, comparative religion, etc. Material like this, WWII history, ancient egyptian/roman history, or The Godfather will pretty much glue me to the TV (even with Tivo!).
Here’s something I want to remember: Auhra Mazda, this is the supreme God of Zoroastrianism. He’s the good guy.
I’ve been very interested in Zoroastrianism lately because I’ve been thinking a lot about the Greek / Persian collaboration (uhm, conquest) when Alexander colonized Persia.
Growing up in the Southwest one of the restaurant chains which has a special place in my gullet is Chick-Fil-A.
Their chicken nuggets are the best. They’re so tender, so spicy, so…. good.
But while here in Northern California we have a great multiplicity of fast-food burgers (Carl’s Junior {Junior What Exactly?} , In-and-Out, and the kick-ass Clarke’s Charcoal Broiler) - we have BUT ONLY 1 CHICK-FIL-A.
I kid you not. San Francisco is certainly one of the 5 greatest cities in the American mainland and not a one to be found in the city by the bay.
In the Silicon Valley we generate the intellectual myth that propels the American economy’s new directions - but can we get a freakin’ 12 pack of nuggets while we consider the next 200 lines of code to resurrect the dead corpse of the new economy?
When iFly iRead When iFly iPod
So what did iRead? I finished off
Quicksilver
What can you say about a Neal Stephenson book?
Some Dude: “Hey so what’s that book about?” Me: Well, it’s set during the time of the economic revolutionization of Europe – no wait they didn’t call it Europe yet, Christondom. You see it’s about the discovery of the principles of the calculus, early years of cryptography and William of Orange’s battle against Louis the XIV and the Popist Stuart kings of England… (etc.)
You get the idea. Stephenson’s sweep is so wide, so well researched, funny, in-depth, complicated, etc.
A few months ago I lost a pair of Thai Fisherman pants.
They’re not fashionable. I wouldn’t recommend you wear them in public. I bought this pair for post-surf wear on the shores of Bondi. Having lost my Australian pair, I found a way to import them from Thailand via a Yahoo shop.
They arrived in the second week of January.
I wonder now, does this stitching factory still exist? Phuket is the beach town where most of things are made, I have heard. Phuket is in ruin.
Well I’m back from a long weekend in LT. I went up Thursday evening with my co-workers and we went out to eat at the Hard Rock and did some gaming that evening. I lost $100. I was chagrinned (but not too much) about this.
Friday we got up and hit the slopes at Heavenly. We were in the middle of a pretty strong gust with snow falling all morning. I had waxed my board early that morning and really enjoyed being out there. The crowds hadn’t braved the weather and I got in some great runs on about 4" of pristine powder.
It’s Valentine’s Day.
Yes, it’s manufactured; Yes, the charge accounts will all be seeing hits round the world.
My Valentine and I are going to head up to Rose Pistola in North Beach where there will be tasty eatings and delicious cuisine before heading to one of the dimly lit lounges along Corso Cristofo Colon.
In phone conversation with my father last night he asked if I had heard of this “Ashlee Simpson” girl and if I found her cloying and manufactured and fake as he did.
I ate a bowl of Grape Nuts with water to drink and milk.
I felt my chest get tight like heartburn…..but Grape Nuts gives no such burn?
So what of the 3 things I ate caused this? Water - nope, drink it often without ill result. Milk? Good guess, but i had the milk with my coffee 2 hours before the cereal, no ill result.
Therefore, I’m down to the Grape Nuts. I recall that after eating them at night I’d wake up with that tight feeling – I’m wondering if it’s a celiac sprue type thing.
I’m working on a new Moleskine notebook (see pronounciation guide above).
Yes, say it like you-a imagine-a chef-a boyardeeah talk-ah (or like, as Merlin Mann pointed out, Silvia Poggioli from NPR talks).
Yours truly, P-Dizzle, and Jeff occasioned to go out to dine yesterday evening. Frequent are the times that we head to Fiesta del Mar for margaritas and the mysterious, tasty, and orange enjococado sauce.
But that was not the case last night. Instead we were out to get a steak with chivas, or so Jeff had proclaimed. We headed up to Palo Alto to this pretty nice looking steakhouse called “Sundowner”. Along the way we saw the usual lather rinse repeat formula of the South Bay: Strip mall, gas station, office building.
Upon reaching the Sundowner we were told that we were in for a 2 hour wait.
From the Wikipedia:
In Scientology doctrine, Xenu is a galactic ruler who, 75 million years ago, brought billions of people to Earth, stacked them around volcanoes and blew them up with hydrogen bombs. Their souls then clustered together and stuck to the bodies of the living. These events are known as “Incident II” or “The Wall of Fire”, and the traumatic memories associated with them as the R6 implant. Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard detailed the story in Operating Thetan level III in 1967, famously warning that R6 was “calculated to kill (by pneumonia etc) anyone who attempts to solve it.
When I was a boy in elementary school I read many great books:
Nate the Great by Marjorie Sharmat
The Soup Series (esp. Soup and Me) by Robert Newton Peck
The Ed Emberley Drawing Books
I may explore those first two points later, but recently I came across an article at BoingBoing where an enterprising creator was making clocks with featuring the characters of Ed Emberley.
Ed’s books are great. They teach young people without a lot of fine motor skill to draw cute yet real characters and to populate an entire world. My favorite was his Draw A World.
From this MetaFilter discussion:
I think A-ha’s video for “Take On Me” set a standard nobody’s ever gonna touch. posted by alumshubby at 4:46 PM PST on March 12
For pure evil, perhaps. posted by jonmc at 4:53 PM PST on March 12
My long-suffering co-worker Mice hates A-ha, yet Mrs. Mice loves A-Ha.
Myself, I love their video and “Take on Me”.
This discussion was about this video for the {electronica / square beat / something / huh / what-the-heck} artist M.I.A..
I heard her song “Pull up the people” by MIA yesterday on KSJS and it’s maddeningly addictive:
Keep a bottle of good vodka in the freezer at all times
Why:
Theoretical reasons:
Surveys show vodka is womens’ favorite liquor. If you have a lady guest over and want to offer her a cocktail, this is a good insurance policy. I figure this is good for my sons, girls, uh, drink up?_
With my martini-fandom genetics in your cells, you’ll probably want it anyway
In a pinch, it could substitute for aniseptic alcohol
Burn Trauma - detailed below
Real World The other day I was just returned from my latest visit to Austin and was cooking a pasta + sauce dinner.
Last night I started to feel a little achy and stiff in my neck.
It’s gotten worse and I am now counting down the hours until I can take my next dose of Thera Flu.
Tick tick tick tick.
In response to the passing of the afflicted Terri Schiavo President Bush asserted:
“In cases where there are serious doubts and questions, the presumption should be in favor of life.”
Yet….
As governor of Texas Bush oversaw the death of 135 men and women. In an age where law researchers claim that the death penalty process is fraught with error and where the Illinois governor (Ryan) declared a moratorium on the penalty due to his perception of its systemic fallibility, Bush chose to ignore the “serious doubts” and “questions.”
He chose the side of death.
Today is the 3rd day that I am in training for VMWare’s ESX product.
The class is being held up in the Financial District. It’s odd, I’ve walked among the famed and picturesque skyline buildings of SF many, many times, but I’ve never actually been in one. So, here I am on the third floor off of New Montgomery. I guess you see these buildings and think" “Oh I bet things are different way up on those high floors.” No, it’s just mail runners and cubicle walls just like everywhere else.
I’ve taken the CalTrain “Baby Bullet” express from MV up to downtown, then hopped the #45 Union/Stockton and disembarked on Grant and then moseyed up to Sear’s Fine Food for their amazing (pancakes|french toast|bacon|eggs) these last few days.
When I’m somewhere and young teenage-girls start laughing I worry that they’re laughing at me. I don’t think I soiled myself, is there a snot-cicle hanging out my nose? WHAT IN GOD’S NAME IS IT YOU HARPIES?
For all I know they are laughing at the sill nonsense girls laugh at all the time.
Yet still I worry.
I think all men are with me on this. We suspect they’re laughing at us, and I think they would admit that they are, if we had incontrovertible evidence of it.
It makes me consider the famous Jethro Tull line “Eyeing girls with bad intent” to bond the “bad intent” to the girls, not the viewer.
I continued unpacking. I finished getting everything just-so in my bedroom. I bought the totally sweet bed from foamorder.com but was chagrinned when one if my nightstands had its finish slivered.
I left a VM for them and hope they’re able to help.
I made a movie of the damage for their returns department and sent it in.
Isn’t that totally cool that they’re working with me to use internet technology to make their customer responsiveness better? I’m pretty sure this is why there will always be startups that use technology, in this way, to make their customers like them better than the big boys.
foamorder.com really came through for yours truly, their customer. Some weeks ago I noted that I had received a damaged nightstand with my bed set. They worked with me, replaced the unit from the manufacturer and yesterday swapped boxes with me. With this in place my bedroom set’s look-and-feel was complete.
I’ll post a picture.
Steven’s rules for bedrooms (I’m not a decorator, feng shui expert, or pschologist, take with a grain of salt)
Absolutely no TV The bedroom is a place for 2 activities, I’ll allow a third but with no: sleeping, sex, and reading. You will sleep better this way.
I’m going on vacation starting TOMORROW and returning to work on the 14th!
I really need a break, I feel my creativity well running a bit dry. Here’s what I’ve got planned in sweltering Houston, Texas:
See the Social Bobcats See the Dogg and Mrs. The Dogg and the proto-Dogg See matt Stay with my dad and lie around in the pool Work on my Snow Crash analysis Look at Cocoa (again) Look at Lisp Last year Dedman recommended The Time Traveler’s Wife which was awesome. This year he has recommended The Historian which looks great. Not think about work. I may need some help in this regard but Dad always kept the fridge healthily packed with bock, so that should help Go to my 10 year reunion [ Angsty post on ‘i hated high school why am i doing this?
This is the nastiest stuff I have ever eaten. This is a “treat”. Man, give me a Snickers any day.
My co-worker C-Note and I have decided:
“Smells like feet, tastes like a monkey’s ass”
So, the
See the Social Bobcats See the Dogg and Mrs. The Dogg and the proto-Dogg See matt Stay with my dad and lie around in the pool Work on my Snow Crash analysis Look at Cocoa (again) Look at Lisp Last year Dedman recommended The Time Traveler’s Wife which was awesome. This year he has recommended The Historian which looks great. Not think about work. I may need some help in this regard but Dad always kept the fridge healthily packed with bock, so that should help Go to my 10 year reunion See my grandmother and her dog, Ray.
Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality.
While I was in Houston a few weeks ago my Grandmother asked me if I would like to take my grandfather’s old boots. He died about this time last year.
It’s sorta like I got one more birthday present that I didn’t expect.
On the way out of IAH I had a got a mean boot-shine put on.
We’re in the final countdown to Rita’s landfall and while I am here in sunny Northern California, a number of my friends are in the greater Houston area and - it seems, in for quite a few hours of rain.
I was originally slated to go to Austin this weekend, but as the city will be full of evacuees and cumulonimbus clouds, I decided to postpone for another week. Elle, being of the Southern California state of mind finds the prospect of facing a hurricane particularly scary (not that I can blame her after the Katrina coverage). I had to explain to her that, for me, facing a hurricane (or 2-5) a summer is just the way things were.
This weekend we were supposed to be in Austin – it didn’t happen because we thought there was a better-than-average chance that the city would be drenched owing to Hurricane Rita. That wound up not being the case, but we rescheduled our tickets nonetheless.
Friday night I returned from a day up in San Francisco (concluding with wayyy too much shrimp eating at Bubba Gump’s on the wharf) and attempted to go to the Stellastarr* show. Much to my great regret, it was sold out. Elle and I were a bit irked about that, so we headed back down to good old Potrero Hill and had a tasty pizza dinner at Goat Hill pizza.
So the other night I came back home from San Francisco and I checked my mail ( to see the latest swath of Rita-related-destruction ) and I saw that mice had bought me a Flickr pro account. What a swell guy!
I had actually signed up before the gift - but my credit card expired this month and I hadn’t noticed, so it hadn’t gone through. Mice stepped into the vacuum and I’m quite happy to have a Flickr account. The other great thing is that there is a plug-in for iPhoto that makes posting to Flickr a snap.
Hey everyone, things have been kinda busy around the ol’ homestead of late, but I thought I would catch you all up on some of the latest occurrences and goings on.
Last weekend was my girl Elle’s birthday! I had a great time planning it and we had a very nice time living it. Last Thursday I took her for a surprise mani-pedi at La Monique in Mountain View. If you’re an MV resident you’ve probably never seen it, because it’s on Castro Street behind the Le Boulanger. It’s affordable and they did a great job.
Friday after work we went to Il Fornaio in Palo Alto.
I’m always baffled by people who e-mail me who open with a salutation - but misspell my name.
I simply don’t get it.
First, I think that a salutation in email is rather antiquated. It heralds from a time when people got each others’ mail, it bespeaks an era of honorifics and senseless keystrokes. Further my name and address are up in the to field, I know who I am, you know who I am. Case closed.
Nevertheless, people still like to use it in email, or so I’ve noticed, when they are either
Asking for something and they got your name as a back-channel to do the magic minus the bureaucracy
Recently some friends asked me to become a contirbutor to their pop-culture-Cuisinart blog, Nanostalgia.
Past that I’ve been pretty busy at work and my girlfriend just started a new job at a certain extremely large hi-tech company.
As far as my own career goes, I had a hellacious week on-call last week and spent it and the week previous to that with a pretty nasty head cold. Things are normalizing and I hope to regale you all with further trivial tails soon.
My beloved has become very sick with a virus that has rendered her lethargic, weak, and many other unpleasant things.
I’ve been trying to keep the house clean (who wants a filthy place when sick), keep the pillows fluffed, the waters fresh, the soup warm….etc.
I’ve been tending her these last several days and have had no time to really write here about whatever miniscule trivialities float into my mind.
I hope everyone’s turkey day went well - mine was spent with my sick baby serving her a thanksgiving meal I whipped up on a moment’s notice: a store bought rotisserie breast, green beans pepper and sunflower seeds, mashed ’tatos, and cranberry sauce.
Just like in those ads.
I’ve been out of the blogosphere because I have a new hobby at the moment.
I’ll get back to blogging….but…driving this thing is like typing on a powerbook, or inking with a heavy fountain pen upon paper so high in thread count that it borders on a dinner napkin.
It is Zen: purley functional, smooth, black, metal, burning orange electrons, silver, and leather.
It is metal fabricated like a 6 cylinder tuning fork to the sound of my me - I admit, it’s a bit strange to say such things about a car.
James Dedman asserts elsewhere:
I am flying to South Carolina as I write this entry, making it the first on this site to be written from high above what Steven G. Harms likely considered to be mere flyover country. (Sorry, Mississippi, but Harms is no fan of the red states or their denizens. Fortunately, I am. For the most part, anyway.).
For the record I have nothing against the Carolinas or any other part of Dixie besides their not-entirely-totally-incomprehensible voting behaviour in 2004.
The South is an interesting place where people who believe in Wal-Mart and familiarity dwell. They believe in tradition, family, and friendship.
Speaking of Dixie and flyover country, I found myself in Eastern New Mexico with my girl celebrating Christmas chez maman.
It was a very nice couple of days (besides the fact that the smaller airport limited options and made for a hop-heavy flight). We saw my family, ate turkey, and opened presents.
Santa even came!
My beautiful girl gave me a lovely wool / cashmere blend overcoat with a nice gray scarf. She received from me a soft new robe and slippers set and Santa brough her a bottle of Hanae Mori eau de parfum.
Returning to the Bay we were greeted by rain and fog.
While many people were nursing their hangovers this morning, I was nursing sore muscles from having spent the day moving from Mountain View into Sunnyvale.
While the distance is but a few short miles, the space is completely different. My girlfriend and I are now sharing a spacious 2br/2ba (in the vernacular) on the 3rd floor on a MegApartment complex. It’s close to our respective workplaces and is really nice.
I hired a moving company to take our stack of boxes out of the old (1br!) place and haul them up the 3 flights of stairs. I’m too old for that crap.
Well my friends in the blogosphere it’s been a while since I, like Jim Anchower, rapped at ya. It’s been pretty hectic.
Here’s what’s new. When last I was posting you were seeing posts from beautiful Frascati, Italy.
Obviously I took the big ol’ jet-airplane back to the US and arrived just fine. The flight was long and a bit more grueling than I recall. The real cursable thing about flying west from Europe is that if you catch a morning flight, you really feel quite compelled to stay awake the duration of the flight.
Assuming you’ve gotten your body on the Continental clock, you’re feeling like “Oh, it’s 11 am, lunchtime, etc.
Just a quick word because staring at the sceen is still doubious as a no-no or not, but the surgery went very smoothly. After a night of sleeping pills and Carl’s Jr. and more sleping pills (something like the life of Lza Minelli, I believe) I woke up this morning, took off my protective eye-shields and looked for something to look at at a distance … and well… I realized everything I was used to seeing fuzzy, I could see.
I last remember thingl being like this sometime in the mid-eighties.
Even thought I don’t need them I still sorta want to keep them, it must be the packrat in me. I’ll be giving them, and all my other glasses, to a charity so
I just wanted to make a quick update that my laser-vision install has, thus far, only been used for the powers of good, not evil. I have used it to:
Drive Read the drink menu at Ryowa in Mountain View Discover the time from the red LED alarm clock on the other side of the bed Discover that girlfriend’s expression did not mean “hey good looking” but “what are you doing now?!” So far the real inconvenient bit is taking a bazillion eye drops every hour or so. You have to let them each absorb so by the time you finish one hour’s cycle, you’re about ready to start another.
The Social Bobcat, who sphynx-like would pass on humor, mirth, and amusement via myself, the Moses to my Aron, has now taken up blog-residence on blogspot.com.
Because I’m putting the finishing touches (well, it wasn’t finishing touches when it was “getting the damned thing working) on a Cocoa application…
….and getting a house set-up ….and my mom coming to visit ….and I’m working on my submission to The Mellies ….and I’ve been doing some writing ….and I’ve been crazy busy at work…
I just need a few more days to get around some difficult problems.
Be back soon, with my first really functioning Cocoa program.
When i bent over to put socks on this morning i felt my back crack and become itchy and I realized my skin was dry.
In my days before habitating with my female I think I would have gotten dressed and gone to work.
This morning I went into her bathroom and asked if she could use that funny stuff that makes my back gloppy (Logh-shun i think it’s called) that makes me not itchy.
Movable Type, the software that I have used lo these 3 (!!?!!) years to bring you the inanities of my life is getting a bit dusty and needs an upgrade.
The makers of MT have changed the licensing structure for the software such that I really don’t want to fork over that much about of money and I’m not too hot on where their whole corporate direction / funding model is going.
As such, I’m moving blog software to WordPress. It’s much more in line with the OSX / Ajax type of personality.
Said Dedman on August 3, 2004:
**HARMS REVAMPS SITE - CITY FLEES: **Steven G. Harms, the doctrinaire San Francisco hipster, has completely revamped the design of his blog. It now conforms a bit more to the traditional blog layout. Be certain to read his requiem for Francis Crick, although it appears that there is some difficulty in linking directly to the post. As I post this, the Crick post is the third entry on the site, so scroll down to find it.
While I have yet to see the denizens of Sunnyvale running like mad lemmings from the Fry’s in an insane fit of fear to plunge themselves in the murky mire of the Bay, I do hope that a more uniform, readable, and, dare I say, snazzy effect has been reached.
Today I spoke with my boss and she, very graciously, consented to allow me to work remotely from our Austin, Texas office. Actually in a bit of a sign of the times moment, working remotely means working 2 time zones closer to her. Isn’t that the internet age?
I love Austin and I can’t wait to get back. LL Cool J can go back to Cali, but my ears long for KGSR, my mouth for Tex-Mex and Mexican Martinis, and my eyes for SXSW.
I’m going back to where I’m from and I’m taking my lady with me.
I’ll miss the South Bay and its mild climate, its dispassionate precipitation.
It’s going to be a busy couple of weeks leading up to the big move. This week was the only day I’m going to go to work as I will be spending the rest of the week in INTRO training. INTRO is a class that teaches the basics of networking.
It’s a bit funny that I work for a major provider of networking gear, yet I don’t really know much about networking theory. I took a class on it in college, but that knowledge has not persisted. I’m going to try to learn a lot and take the exam associated with the content this month before I leave.
I’m no Tarot mystic, seer of the I Ching, or alchemist, but some synchronistic or cyclical happenings in this world are mysterious to, and resonate with, me.
When I left Texas in winter 2000, a certain collection of short stories appeared in The New Yorker and one caught my interest. The piece is entitled “The Smoker” by David Schnickler. The story tells the tale of a working-class teacher from Allentown, PA who finds himself teaching the exceedingly well-to-do girls of St. Agnes’ school in their senior year as they prepare to head to Harvard, Princeton, and universities of prestige that litter New England.
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Well, we’re about 4 days away from taking off on our grande adventure. Here’s the CALIFORNIA leg.
Sunnyvale to Willits, CA to visit my dad’s cousin and his wife (1.5 days)
Willits back down the coast to San Luis Obispo (1 day)
SLO to Vegas
So that’s the start of things, I’ll be updating this site with pictures as things happen.
We’ve managed to clear out one bedroom and we’re keeping all the “finished” boxes in there. It’s really fortunate because it allows us to see “how much is left” - a steadily decreasing amount - while keeping the boxes somewhere safe.
Well, we are underway on our grand vacation / migration out to Austin, Tejas.
The movers came on Friday and then we headed up to Willits, CA to visit some relatives of mine. Friday night we got in after dealing with a terrible traffic snarl in Santa Rosa and after a light dinner headed to sleepy land. Saturday we enjoyed Ft. Bragg and the Mendocino coast. We made a really great stop by the Botanical Gardens where we same many rhodedenddrons, grasses, and a variety of Japanese garden plants.
Sunday morning we headed down to Pismo Beach area ( we’re staying in San Luis Obispo ).
I saw a bumper sticker driving around town that had this simple verb as the content: simplify.
Wow.
So much of my life in the Bay Area, I was carrying around too much stuff. Too much mental baggage, too much physical stuff in disarray. I was so consumed with the stuff pursuit that, well, I allowed myself to start believing one of the great myths of the Silicon Valley:
Working that hard for what you get here is worth it.
And I’ve still got that toxin in my blood, it’s still German autos I think about, it’s still hand-crafted asian furniture I dream of resting my 30" Apple Cinema display upon while sitting in a Herman Miller chair.
Yesterday I went to YogaYoga.
If you look back through my historical posts you’ll realize that for quite a while I was a regular attendee of an Iyengar class in Mountain View. At the time I wasn’t working as well as I am now, I wasn’t learning as much as I am now, and I certainly wasn’t in an excellent relationship.
To this end, it was easy to appear twice weekly at yoga and go to the gym thrice a week.
But as those aforementioned aspects improved, my energy / time for attending yoga simply seems to have dried up. To wit, I’m in pretty poor shape.
When I left Texas for wealth, fame, fortune, and desolation in the Silicon Valley in June 2000, I was in the habit of listening to “A Prarie Home Companion”. On the first show after my move I heard The Derailers sing a song called “California Angel”.
It seemed appropriate to me, at that time, that somehow “APHC” and The Hand of Fate knew that I had moved and they needed to welcome me to California with a bittersweet song about those whose lives are cleft twain by the need to be in either the Golden State or The Lone Star State while raw emotional ties lie severed behind in the other.
My new office is located off of Research Boulevard in North Austin adjacent to the Riata Ranch “community”. This morning driving in I was in the left turn lane behind an ambling doe.
Upon arrival to my parking lot I saw another doe and a baby fawn crossing the lot.
“Humans! They’re not supposed to be here this early!”.
Busy, busy, busy, is what we Bokononists whisper whenever we think of how complicated and unpredictable the machinery of life really is. Kurt Vonnegut Jr. - Cat’s Cradle
The yoga challenge continues and I’m very close to completing my goal. I just completed the 35th day in a row of practicing
Last Wednesday we went down to Beck’s and caught Idgy again. It was a lot of fun to sit back with a beer or two, hear songs that we’ve now memorized, and see our girl sing.
I’ve undertaken the services of a financial planner to help me get my priorities straight and consider my options more completely.
Hello Yogi and Yogini and other non-practicing folks.
A few weeks ago ( 6, to be precise ) I informed you all about my plan to undertake a 40-day commitment to daily practice of yoga at Austin’s own [YogaYoga][3]. Along the way I updated you with blog posts using the Polish Notation syntax familiar to programmers of LISP.
Well, 40 days are up and I am glad to report that I completed this challenge on the 29th of July.
Furthermore, I have brought my beautiful girlfriend in on the practice and we are both enjoying the benefits of regular practice. Yoga is good, yoga with a buddy is better, and yoga with your girl is even better.
Today was a lovely Sunday. I woke up and put some laundry in the dryer, and then Lauren and I went to 9am yoga. Afterwards we went to Magnolia café.
Here are some pictures:
It’s turned overcast and stormy this afternoon, with hot gusts of summer air moving tumultuously about through the atmosphere. It’s scared us into staying inside most of the day, but there haven’t been many drops
I didn’t mention it in my earlier post, but when I went to Magnolia Cafe last Saturday with Lauren, we were forced to sign into the wait list. Now, there are surely many Stevens in this world, and there are quite a few Laurens. Under what name could I sign in so as to not miss any callings from the deck?
You guessed it: Kit Fisto
Normally staff are not amused and simply say “Kit, party of two” but on this occasion the cute blonde girl with the librarian-chic glasses proudly bellowed:
Kit Fisto, party o’ two!
to which I stood up, and affirmed: “That’s me!
If you came across this web site because you’re looking for attractive, nude, naughty pictures, you’re at the wrong site. Go back to google.
If, on the other hand, you’re interested in getting a closer and better shave, hang out here for some interesting discussion.
I have always had a beard that makes most sandpaper jealous. I don’t remember when it happened exactly. I remember some time in high school feeling these hairy, like real hair, wisps lurking around the edge of my upper lip. It was some warm water, and two quick strokes from a Gilette that would properly have me looking dapper and respectable as per the Code of Conduct.
Yesterday was my birthday. I started it out with the exciting tradition of going to work. Work was a bit more exciting than usual as my company’s stock had a very good performing day. Thank you Wall Street for my first present of the day.
After work I headed off to YogaYoga Northwest and took a class with Selena. It turns out that I had overheard her say to another yogi at YogaYoga south that a certain gentleman was her chiropractor. I asked that certain gentleman for his card and now he is my chiropractor as well, and a very deft one he is!
No, not the movie of the same title.
On second thought, bring me his attention this a-ways.
I have mailed him from my GMail account, my domain based email account, and now I’m making a banner post at the top of my blog.
As I told him in my mail:
Alfredo, ’twas last night while i was lounging hollywood style at the hotel san jose that the musicologist delivered serge gainsbourg followed by choice cuts off of T. Rex’s slider, surely you shoulda been there. Give a fellow a mail when you can.
Steven
I’m suspecting that either there is an overactive spam filter involved
Yes, folks, I have purchased a Nissan Xterra from the friendly folks at Town North Nissan. It’s an “S” model with 4x4. I’m hoping that we can use it this winter to go snowboarding in Colorado.
Now some of you will be noting that it wasn’t all that long ago that I was posting pictures of my recently purchased BMW. You might be thinking that I have a Scrooge McDuck like vault somewhere. No, that’s not the case at all. The bimmer was fun and fine in the Bay. I couldn’t have a house, I didn’t go much of anywhere, I didn’t do much of anything extravagant.
Well, for those of you who have been following my re-association with a friend that was lost to the great post-graduate scattering, you’ll all be releived to know that we did manage to catch up at Mother Egan’s (a place where my Bay area friend Jeff simply must come) bar and pub on 6th street last night. Little did we know it also happened to be trivia night at the establishment. Being that we ( as a table ) are a competitive bunch of polymaths, we were soon embroiled in a heated battle.
It was definitely good to see Mr. Al and to meet his lovely fiancee.
Contrary to popular belief (held by my sister) I do not live at Costco ( she just seems to always call me when I’m there ). Nevertheless, I do go there a bit from time to time.
Invariably we follow the same pattern: enter, look at the pornography for males (Big, shiny, TVs), look at the pornography for females (Big, shiny, jewlery), head for the DVD section, head for the book section, and then get on with what we came to do.
For the last several weeks, when my girlfriend has come across the stacked piles of freakish, skinny, freakbat, looney Ann Coulter’s latest book “Godless” she has taken books from the neighboring stack and laid them atop the Coulter book, essentially ensconcing her whacked-out, paranoid-delusional tome under
Saturday and Sunday….
Well what can I say, I spent pretty much the entirety of Sunday working on Javascript while my girl was at work…if you read the blog entries you can get an idea as to what I was working on.
She arrived home hungry and we went to Hoover’s Cooking over in East Austin for an awesome meal and a chance to catch up. See, with her being busy working, and me being busy working, and days only having 24 hours and all, it’s always important to make sure that you take time to just talk to your girl / SO / imaginary Canadian girlfriend.
Weddings
At least it is for me this year. My best friend since 9th grade got married this weekend. Yes, there is now a Mr. and Mrs. Social Bobcat since Sunday. And on Saturday there was a testosterone filled day with the Social Bobcat himself: Guns a-shootin, Hold ’em a-Playin, beer a-drinkin, man’s day out.
And the weekend before I was on-call.
But the weekend before that I was in California at the wedding of my friend Jeff in Sonoma.
Wednesday night Lauren and I came home from a delicious dinner at Frank and Angies with my mom, sister, and my sister’s boyfriend and she was starting to feel unwell. I took it to be a sign of over sauce-ing or of lactose issues ( much cheese in those pizzas ).
I ran to the grocery and picked up a box of Lactaid and a box of Benadryl and Laur. took them and headed to sleep. She woke up the next morning feeling a bit “off” and seemed to be having more than just the usual “Do i hafta go to works?
Hey there visitors. It’s been a heckovabusy week. I’ve been battling that old battleaxe of an LDAP Server again, but this time I’ve got it beat. Little did it know that while it was limping along I built a clone of it to which i’ve slowly been exporting information. The new kid on the block is almost ready to step into the limelight, I’ve been writing tools to make administering this machine easier.
Soon comeuppance shall be had.
But due to this heckofabusy week, no thanks to the LDAP daemon from hell, I was well in the mood for some relaxation with my girl so we headed to the Alamo south and caught the late showing of The Science of Sleep starring Mexican actor Gael Garcia Bernal and Franco-Anglo queen of skinny legs, Charlotte Gainsbourg.
I’m back in San Jose this week, back in the Silicon Valley.
It’s strange to be back because it was an October, 6 years ago, that began my career in high-tech, and my life in the Silicon Valley.
Note: This meeting actually took place on Tuesday, and it wasn’t a meeting, it was brunch at Magnolia Cafe on South Congress, but I’ll be damned if i let the facts get in the way of my alliteration
The League of Melbotis and his non-tertiary-personally-named wife have relocated to the capitol city and met up with myself and Lauren. The League has already posted about the meeting, but on the whole it was very enjoyable, except for the scene when a ninja stealthily emerged from the kitchen, seeking to kill the League and use his still-beating heart as an ingredient in his blood-reveng pate.
1997 seems to be haunting me today.
It crept up behind me on the Radio, where the 9 at nine was about 1997.
It reminded me of The Castilian, my sophomore year, symbolic logic and calculus.
I remembered my hallway: the firings, the sexual tension, the beer, the antics, Mandy, Matt, Ryan, Justin, Christine, Renee, Sarah.
I remembered Fall in Pease park, cool and dusky and orange sweaters.
I remember the night when a neighbor showed me Hal Hartley’s great movie trust. I remember thinking that I had never seen an actress like Adrienne Shelley.
The hauntings continued when I found out that Adrienne Shelley had died.
It is a bad morning when I need to go into the break room for a 2nd cup of coffee ( Steven never has two cups at home… ). Yesterday I worked about 15 hours, mostly because I felt like i just really needed to sprint. I had had too many things on my plate for too long of a time and I wanted to get them out of the way. As a result of that work yesterday, I was tired when I came back today, ergo second cup.
Hello my dear readership.
Yesterday Lauren and I woke up late and had brunch at La Madeline in Westlake Village. It had been years since I had eaten at one of these fine provençal-style French cooking establishments so, upon rising later in the morning, it seemed like the perfect brunch spot.
I had forgotten what a nice establishment it ( they ) are. The wood has that well-sanded French farmhouse feel, the chairs are simple, yet sturdy, and the cuisine prefers grainy breads and farmhouse produce. We found a solid oak table near the multi-paned glass windows and enjoyed our meal in the aenemic winter’s morning light.
I dreamt that I was attending a wedding, and in the white dress was my friend who was murdered years ago. She was breathtaking, radiant, and tan. She was the way I remembered her, but with that elusive red tint she tried to get in her hair working exactly the way I knew she always wanted it to be.
I dreamt that the cathedral was large and wooden, clearly Catholic but minus a lot of the kneeling it seemed. Along the exposed ship’s ribs of the supports of the vault there were pennants, standards, and flags.
There was a large organ in the far right corner, with long pipes that bellowed the inevitable Mendelsshon’s ‘Wedding March’.
Today Lauren and I came back from our visit to my Mom’s where we observed Thanksgiving in the company of my grandparents, my aunt, my step-father, and my sister.
As Lauren was ferrying us out of Lubbock a big, nice rock, decided to leave its mundane terrestrial existence for a short-lived visit to the front of my windshield.
CRACK heard I, my gaze bolting upward from my copy of The New Yorker.
Alas, my wily economic analysis making driving a better proposition than flying was rent asunder.
I’ll be going to take the car in for its 4K service, so I guess I can have two issues addressed in one car-less day.
Today I had to get a university transcript. You see, friends, yours truly has decided to go back and get some supplemental education at Austin Community College in the matters of Calculus and Computer Science.
You may be thinking: “But Steven, you’re a programmer by trade and you passed two classes of business calculus in college, why go back for those?”
The answer is simple: I’ve forgotten. I don’t know how many arcs or tangents at 90 degrees. I’ve forgotten what a radian is. Similarly, I’ve forgotten the basic advanced guts of C++, memory management, garbage collection.
It’s this forgetfulness which has thwarted my ability to learn some of the higher concepts of computer science.
After having had an extremely busy last few weeks workwise and lifewise I decided that I needed a visit to my chiropractor, Dr. Ron Burnett on 6th street.
Finishing up my 5 o’clock appointment, it was clear that the traffic back to my apartment would be more pain than it’s worth so I asked Lauren, who had accompanied me to Dr. Burnett’s Austin Funky re-hab office-in-a-house, if she was up for grabbing a margarita and dinner at Guero’s. She was game.
We shared the fajitas for two and then I made an amazing discovery I recommend you try. I ordered coffee and a praline for dessert.
I love them all! They’re all so mysterious and baffling. Each of them invites you to think a little bit differently.
(+ 1 2)
This is LISP. Lisp is a programming language from the 194060’s that’s still used today. Growing up I learned that 1+2 evaluates to 3. That’s what the above says too, but the operator is at the beginning of the statement. This is called Polish notation. Man. Talk about stretching your mind, that’s like asking you to think in reverse.
Speaking of thinking in reverse, on an HP12C calculator, my dad showed me that it uses Reverse Polish Notation.
Ho ho howdy.
I saw a horrible movie from the 80’s. “Slam Dance”. Terrible.
I saw a very good, albeit intense movie from a few years back, “Mean Creek”. It was a bit like “Stand By Me” but with a body count. I have to give incredibly praise to the adolescent and teen actors in this movie. They all showed skill beyond their years. Particularly impressive was Josh Peck playing a bully with more complexity and depth than such a character is usually given when Our Hero is the smaller picked-on kid.
A lot of great and heavy questions were asked: who has the right to judge, if you could kill your tormentors would you, the bond between brothers…it was all there and very, very real.
Hi
It’s been a bit, but I’m in my former haunts of San Jose this week. It’s raining that usual lethargic and cold Northern California rain.
Next week I’m going to be in training, so things are very unpredictable at the moment.
You hear about those teachers, those classes, that just change the naive freshman’s ( or senior’s ) life in movies and stories. Bob Solomon did that for me, fundamentally, powerfully, and indelibly. While there was no “captain my captain” moment, Solomon was the kind of teacher that you learned so much from, it’s hard to imagine your life having been the same had he not been in it.
To my great sadness, he has left this world. I left a comment over at Austinist with some surface recollections.
I had the pleasure of taking 18th Century German Idealism ( Kant, Hegel, Schopenhauer, gateway to Nietzsche ) and his legendary Existentialism class while at the University.
I headed back from San Jose yesterday and used the time to finish up Volume 3 of The Baroque Cycle: System of the World. I could do with a little less mass in my bookbag, so I’m glad to be finished with the work.
But it was an enjoyable undertaking: ideas, gold, and the tying up of several plot threads that ran for the previous 1700-odd pages. One of my biggest complaints about Stephenson’s work is that he can’t relieve the exciting frission of tension he builds up in the preceding pages.
He acquits himself, decently this outing. There are no ridiculous deus ex machina devices ( I’m looking at you Cryptonomicon ), but I can’t say that the climactic resolutions that you feel you’re owed all happen ( some do, some don’t quite, and some flat-out don’t ).
….and I’m having the damnedest time, ironically, not falling asleep.
I don’t get it. I’m here, i slept well, I want to learn this stuff, but something about the whiteboards, the monitors, the hum of the heating and cooling system puts me to sleep like I’m in in the 3rd trimester.
If you happen to figure out how to keep trainees awake through classes, the world may beat a path to your door.
I think that the nature of the beast may be that the mind of the developer finally realizes it’s not at work and that vacation that developers promise themselves but never take is effectively here.
Yesterday afternoon things looked a bit warmer so I went outside to find my car encased, like so many bachelor freezers, in thick ice. I fired up the de-froster and picked at the outermost layer on my back glass. It wasn’t long before I managed to have the sheet off. One thing led to another and I slowly began removing sheets of ice that had encased my car.
Before long, the car was de-iced and, given recent dryness, I was able to take it out for a spin. Lauren hopped in and we drove very carefully about our immediate environs. It was so nice to see some of the world again.
In effort to contribute something to the internet community more substantial than my musings on music, people in the environment, and a laundry list of “what I did today”, I have decided to undertake ( perhaps ) a series of writings about living with the technology-minded partner. Today I will write on what I have come to call “twitch mode”: what it is, how it affects relationships, and how you and your partner can handle its presence.
Your guy can’t focus on you, your attention is distracted after a day hard at work, everything feels too slow, after juggling chainsaws all day you feel like you’re can’t be involved at home?
Last night Lauren and I celebrated Valentine’s Day ( cue the OutKast, Mice ) by going to the hometown favorite Romeo’s for an excellent (her) Pasta Florentine and (me) Pasta Arrabbiatta ( in retrospect, that might not have been such a keen idea the day bofre a flight ).
Actually, I had planned on taking us to Vespaio. Regrettably the line was 2.5 hours and they were only going to be open 2 more hours. It was a lot of wait for Italian food that, admittedly, is quite good, but not worth that long of a wait.
We turned back to Barton Springs road and stopped by the “most romantic restaurant in town:” Romeo’s.
Today as I was getting ready for class I heard Gwen Stefani’s “The Sweet Escape”, a synth-y, 80’s reminiscent sugary sweet song that is absolutely indelible once it hits your brain.
And then I remembered today is Valentine’s Day.
And then I remembered that, like it or no, the solo music of La Gwen seems to be the soundtrack of my life with my wonderful, funny, smart and beautiful, Valentine (who, like Mrs. Rossdale, is a product of the sunny county along “the” 405).
And so, to you, my Valentine, whom I shan’t see today, here’s a bit of a song by the artist that we seem to have unwittingly been meant to use as backing music for our life together.
As you may have noticed from my posts before I went to the Rails camp, I had to do a lot of work to take my tests early, turn in my school homework early, get caught up at work early, etc.
…So that I could vanish for a week….
And now I have to get caught up in advance again because I have to go to SJ this Wednesday.
Rest next weekend? Nope. Moving.
I’m taking the first three days of the week after that off to unpack and, maybe, just maybe, get a day of rest in there somewhere before my body decides to clue me into its opinion by getting me sick.
Hey I’m back in action after taking some time out for travel and moving.
I went to San Jose last Wednesday and in the process of flying got sicker that I remember being in a great long while. The trip to ATL had just worn me out, cramming for my C++ exam during the weekend and then flying back out was a bit more than my immune system could take.
I arrived in SJ sick and, thanks to the congestion in my head, I was unable to hear out of my right ear for a couple of days. If the trip-factor of Robitussin hadn’t sent my world loopy, the imbalance factor of having my cochlear fluid altered would have been sufficient.
Oh The Loneliness.
The loneliness is what my math teacher says comes when you don’t practice doing problems on your own. You’re in class, you follow the examples and everything is fine. But then comes the test, and you’re looking at the problem and The Loneliness hits you. You no longer have your guru and classmates there to help you along. Because of The Loneliness you fail.
Programming, and particularly training classes, are the same way. After my intensive study in Atlanta, with a forced 2 weeks off owing to travel and moving The Loneliness has haunted me as I’ve attempted to get back into Rails.
So I was recuperating ( by writing Rails code, what other way is there? ) and, stuck on a problem, i decided to visit good old dmiessler.com and he has hit me up with a bloggers game.
My favorite sites are mostly friends’ sites:
The League of Melbotis Subtraction, by Khoi Vinh Mark Boulton Designs My Best Friend Since 9th Grade
In what first started out as “can i make a rounded corners square”, I have now undertaken an entire site redesign and am about 40% through it I’d guess.
Is this making progress on the Mellies app? Is this doing amazing things in Ruby?
No, instead it’s been time with me running a lot of Textmate and The Gimp.
And Helvetica, a lot of “Helvetica.”
Order of operations…
New site layout Catchup posts on SXSW content Finish the Mellies App. Do taxes. Oh crap. I better do that first actually… Clean out garage Something about cars Read SXSW schwag memorabilia Crap, gotta put my memorabilia stuff in plastic tubs in the garage.
Who will doubtless comment here.
I asked her what she and my stepfather did for her birthday.
“Oh we went out to the movie theater. Being a small town I had already seen one of the movies there so we saw 300”.
Mom.
Apple pie?
Leonidas dining in heeeeelllllllllllll?
Up here in North Austin they opened an “It’s a grind” franchise.
The ladies ( staffed all by ladies in the morning, as far as I can see ) are so nice to me. They know many customers’ names and they say “Bye George” or “Back again Marie?” ( someone’s been reading their Dale Carnegie ). I think they’re all very nice and they seem to work well together.
I like that they’re different types, you can see the roles they fulfill within: Hard as nails barista, friendly face, master of the drive thru, it’s all good.
I like them all very much.
I don’t love the coffee place near my house. I mean, it’s good and all that, but love it? No, I don’t think I love it. As such I am going to change my post.
Here are a few nouns I do truly love
Lauren My family Corn on a cob on a stick Technology - Thanks, Kip and, of course, Lamp Brick, above, has professed his love for lamp
“Always and Forever” by Kip Dynamite
Why do you love me Why do you need me Always and forever
We met in a chatroom Now our love can really bloom Sure the world wide web is great But you, you make me salivate
During the move to our new apartment I came across a CD that had a bunch of old data files from my college days on it.
One of the files was called “C++ Programs”. This struck me as a bit funny as Lauren and I are taking C++ together at Austin Community College. For her, it is an introduction, for me it is a review.
Based on this old code I found, I definitely needed much more than a review. This, quite simply, is terrible.
Check this insanity out after the jump
//---------------------------------------------------------------------------- //What: // Title...Homework Assignment 2 // Description: // This program takes financial input, calculates wages, and outputs.
Alfredo Garcia and Nicole Garcia née Morales.
This weekend Lauren and I attended the wedding of this lovely couple. Alfredo and I had lost contact of one another when I moved to CA, but, upon returning to Austin, he found me via a comment I left at another blog.
Through this past 10 months (!?!), we’ve had occasion to see each other with some regularity and were blessed to be invited to this beautiful wedding. The wedding took place at the lovely San Jose Catholic Church hidden in the heart of beautiful South Austin. I had only been to one other Catholic wedding ( being of Anglo - Germanic stock myself ) so the ceremony and ritual was again a bit of a foreign, although beautiful, experience for me.
At Vespaio this weekend one of the other guests had mentioned the mysterious fricative consonant unique to Czech: ř. I had been thinking about this sound and the statement “Language X has difficult sound Y” ( particularly the hard “g” in Dutch ) and how one acquires the ability to reproduce that sound in the intervening days and decided that I would like to hear that sound in person.
Fortunately, one of my peers in my C++ class is Czech and I knew I could go to the source. After class I leaned across the table and I asked said lady, “Say, I heard that in Czech you have a consonant that no other.
Next week I’ll be travelling to Research Triangle Park, NC to visit my corporate benefactor’s other home base outside the Valley. The funny thing is that I have been to our sites in London, Sydney, and Amsterdam: all the sites that are > 10 hours, by air, from SJ, but never the one that’s roughly half that.
Well that era ends clap next week. I’m catching a mid-morning flight out to the East coast. A conference is being hosted internally on uhm, well, Web 2.0 in IT. Wait, wait, before you start thinking that I’m talking vaporware nonsense ( “Hey Steven, didn’t you mock this ‘Web 2.
WELCOME TO INTRODUCTORY C++ Your Instructor is John R Durrett Section #2 03350 1:00pm Who Is Steven G. Harms... ...Academically? I am a sophomore double major in philosophy and M.I.S. ...As a programmer?... I programmed with Pascal in high school. While in high school, I set up my own web page in HTML. I have had a bit of experience with UNIX shell programming. Expectations And Plans I think that this class will be fun and informative. I know C++ is popular and has real world functions. I would like to learn Java and how to apply it beyond just cool Web pages.
I never lived in the East Bay and I can’t say that I ever found much over that-a-way that particularly spoke to me when living in the Bay Area: the suburban metropolis of Fremont, the incongruously placed W Hotel of Newark, the Sunol grade, etc. The East Bay and Oakland were these faraway places that were close to me, but not really involved in my life.
But, uh, all those people are about to face a whole new level of traffic hell come Monday 30 April 2007. Apparently a tanker fire broke key supports in the MacArthur Maze ( an insane crisscross of overpasses, highways and bridges which abuts the Bay Bridge from San Francisco and which requires navigation for all points in any direction ).
North Carolina.
So far what I’ve seen of it leads me to the following statements:
It’s hotter here than in Austin. I’m going to remember that next time some Trinangle-r asks me about the weather in ATX. It has beautiful trees and space like Texas, this is something I missed in the golden state. There’s a hint of Georgia about what I’ve seen so far, and I did like Georgia.
When my friend Mice had his first child I christened her in the language of hip-hop:
“DJ So B. Real”
Today I proclaimed his son’s name
“Mike Check 1-2”
Good golly, I love the East Coast ( especially the Old English dominions ), but dear lord I’m so very glad to be back under the big, wide, blue sky of the Lone Star State in lovely Austin.
I like what’s in NC: The Sweetest of the Teas, the friendly of the people, and the vinegary of the bar-b-q.
But I miss the cheesy of the queso, the dry of the bar-b-q, and the girliest of my friends.
So tonight, in but a few short moments, I’ll put my head back to rest.
I’m a very serial guy. Whatever it is I’m working on, I’m working on it 100%. I’m sorry to say that this meant that for the entire bleeding month that I was doing this site’s CSS redesign I was thinking about how to get stupid blocks of text to shift around by pixels.
When I got that done I was able to throw myself back into my other things full force ( math class, C++ class, Ruby projects, a book idea, etc. ). People at my work get commissioned for projects in percentages ( an idea I’m not such a fan of ) and they work for 88.
The other weekend for the Wedding of the Garcias I purchased the Nikon Coolpix S200. I took a few test shots and it was light, silver, and Mac friendly. I thought a few of the “pix” were a bit grainy, but I needed to see some prints to prove it.
The pix I took in NC basically connfirmed that this camera was really grainy and not that great. I took it back to Costco and then went to the Best Buy and bought the Canon S1000. This will be the third Elph in a row that I have owned and I have no qualms in saying that it is the finest point-and-shoot, portable camera on the market.
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
My sister is soon to have her wedding day in downtown Austin.
Pursuant to such goings-on, a shower was held by my mother in her town on the
11th of this month and Lauren and I went up with my Dad to attend. On Friday my dad drove up and picked Lauren and I up and we proceeded to head to Eastern New Mexico in his big, green, Excursion. It was a drive up 183 towards Abilene and we really had a great chance to talk and socialize.
I appear to have caught a cold during all my travels.
So what, the usual, no worries.
Well, this cold has hung around, migrated lungward for a week, and has generally continued to harass me. As such, I’m finally throwing in the towel and am going to see a physician tomorrow.
That’s the reason for the lightness in the blogging, my minions.
Update: Update:
Flonase Perscription Anti-biotic Perscription decongestant
My recent sickness has me taking some powerful drugs and it’s gotten my sleep schedule all messed up.
I slept for about 30 minutes between 10:30 and 11:00pm, but have been awake since then. I feel absolutely wired but my body is exhausted. So what else can I do but hole up with the MBP in the office.
I’ve not been writing a lot of late owing to having gotten over that bitch of an infection. I’m still a little bit cough-y but, not as bad as I was.
Trigon-ometry Last weekend I was studying for a Trigonometry exam. Who knew you could uncover so many interesting things about the universe just by extrapolating relationships from right-triangles. I would really like to find some information about the history of the trigonometric identities. That is, who invented the tangent relationship? Who was it that said, hm, there’s something interesting going on between the side opposite θ and the side adjacent θ?
I shibboleths with Lauren and Kerbey Lane ( Eggs, Biscuits & Gravy, you know it’s good for the soul ) yesterday.
I think this phrase, quite like no other, is a shibboleth of “I went to a university and got a degree of consequence” . Ironically, it is usually the people who adopted the shibboleth for exactly that reason, who most misuse it, leaving your fry cook’s teeth it ill-repair owing to the induced gnashing.
The discussion went something like this:
Lauren: So you wrote that people use “beg the question” as a shibbloleth of having had “higher education”. Me: Yes.
My sister is getting married tomorrow. She’s not a net.personality ( not that I am ) so I don’t like to mention her life too much. I mean, if she wanted a net.persona, she’d have a site, you know?
Work.
Recently my zaibatsu has decided to start communicating a social message. At the heart, the company sells networking hardware. But let’s face it, no one has ever gotten misty-eyed at the mere mention of Dense Wave Division Multiplexing.
No, but DWDM promises a commodity product: bandwidth. And you can sell the dream of what bandwidth enables:
Download the library of congress in 40 seconds Be the woman with the world’s fastest internet connection Take an X-ray on a battlefield or in Siberia, and send it to the world’s specialist in NYC or at Walter Reed (er, maybe not) When you see those opportunities, enabled by tons of bandwidth, buying big network hardware becomes very compelling.
The League, apparently up a bit earlier than I was today (quelle surprise), has already noted that we had a little shin-dig up at Manuel’s north last night in observation of my foray into that strange world known as the thirties.
I have always felt that 25 would be the best age, this came from analyzing aging from two extreme poles.
In junior high school I thought that there were a lot of silly rules ( no sideburns, must be clean shaven, couldn’t say damn ) and silly wastes of time ( my math education ). I saw no reason for this to end before 18 and graduation.
Now that I re-read the title, I’m inclined to think I should change it because this is a very bold title.
But we live in bold times, and bold times call for bold titles.
Recently I read about a “Most Influential Books” list via Daniel Miessler’s post “Episteme”. I commented that it was a bit presumptuous to believe that the reader of the 100 list would be able to get anything out of some of the selections without other key concepts and items discussed in the previous authors’ work. For example, to make sense of Hume or Berkeley, you really need to know Aristotle’s Categories and Descartes’ Meditations.
Let me catch you all up on last week.
Two Mondays past, Lauren went to Pilates and was complaining when she got back that she thought she overdid it a bit. So sore muscles, back rubs, and ibuprofen ran us to previous week Friday when we decided to go to the hospital.
Regrettably the threshold of “should we go or not” didn’t hit until late in the afternoon on Friday. Let me tell you now friends, the quality of care you get in doing just about anything about that time ( be it ordering coffee or getting medical attention ) is a bit weaker as the providers of said services anxiously anticipate their Labor Day weekend bender.
Is this the familiar blogger’s trope of “I’m taking some time off from writing this site”?
No, in fact, it’s just the opposite. I’m taking some lengthy time off from going to work, that is to say, I’m going on vacation.
The only goal that made immediate sense this afternoon was to eat out at Trudy’s North Star. This was a good start. The second step was to buy a case of Tecate. I don’t really like light Mexican beers, but tomorrow midday, I’m planning on heading out to the pool with said beers.
After study hall week, I was very glad for this weekend to arrive.
I’ve already gotten the results of my first Latin test back and I’m glad to say that I did as well as can be earned so, I was rather pleased.
My calculus exam went rather well, and featured something I really liked: essay quetions. I think this is really great, because it gives people who may have a more visual / educational conceptualization of the material the chance to prove they understand the concept and can explain them. While they featured a symbolic component as well, I thought this was an innovation and asked the student to understand more than just a bit of fancy notation.
I realized I had forgotten a book I needed at work and decided to run to get it. Literally. My work is about a mile away and is accessible, until the office park, by sidewalk, so I thought I’d take a jog in that direction.
As I left the facility I was nursing a nasty stitch so I decided to work on memorizing the opening 11 lines of Virgil’s Æneid, it’s an extra credit assignment.
As I walked around the road I could feel the warm sun on me, hear the sound of my words:
Arma virumque cano, Troiae qui primus ab oris Italiam…
It’s such an absolute lie.
I’m totally working. I’m just not working on “work work” stuff, rather I’m working on school work and personal stuff work. I’m a bit ashamed about it, honestly.
It’s a cruel mistress, this thing I have called “a love for learning.” It breaks your heart and makes you hide in rooms at desks behind paper or in front of computers.
But could I be otherwise if I tried? And those stacks of papers, bills, loose receipts, scribbled ideas, would they file and sort themselves?
Deciding that it just wasn’t quite nerdy enough to write an extension set to Textmate to help produce Latin homework in HTML with references to CSS…I decided to write extensions to LaTeX to be able to prepare text in Latin.
Hey all.
Wednesday we leave for Sydney. In efforts to try to sync up school and work, I’m to take the 2nd math exam tomorrow ( yes scarcely a week since my last ), so I’ve been cramming that material into my gray matter as quickly as possible ( thus the light presence the last few days ). My Latin prof and I have arranged to take any exams upcoming post-return.
We’re both very excited about heading ( in my case, back ) to Sydney. It should be a good break from balmy Austin. Sydney appears to be cool and breezy, nevertheless we hope to enjoy a bit of sun and sand whilst there.
6am and sleep not found. Posting missed connections to Craigslist.
On the up side, this leaves for time to tag and sort my photos in iPhoto and to upload them to Flickr. Here’s a few highlights, but you can find the [full set][] here.
A beautiful sunrise
I’m standing on the balcony and all of a sudden a cockatoo flies up. Lauren says hello.
Seafoam
Today was the first day that I was out and about in town since my return from Australia. The weather had a decidedly cool bend to it and the Austin uniform of jeans and a t-shirt required an additional layer for comfort.
It was that rare sort of silent and cool fall. I know the same amount of bodies are in the same volume of space, but somehow the exuberant cacophony of voices seems to have vanished. I could hear only a few children at the playground across West Road and the rustle of the leaves in the trees.
I stood briefly in a patch of sun and listened for conversation, voices, yells, anything.
I was looking for things to do in Austin related to Halloween and discovered the excellent site do512.com ( “512” being the Austin area code ). It’s clearly the best “what’s going on in Austin” site that I’ve found to date. Austinist isn’t bad, but it certainly doesn’t have the full breadth that I see at do512. While I find hoary old Citysearch to be a reliable source for a few reviews, the layout and the decidedly Web 1.0 interface make searching and comparing a bit, well, “old-feeling”. So, hooray for Do512.
In any case, there we read about some Halloween parties and, by chance, about two-step swing dancing classes held at Austin’s venerable Broken Spoke on South Lamar.
I have a stomach flu and I thought that a bit of lighthearted comedy would help.
Woe to me that the chosen film was the sequel to the surprisingly sweet and kind Legally Blonde.
Yes, that’s right, even as I type this I feel my neurons imploding to the ridiculous dialog, hackneyed plot twists, and barrage of pink that is Legally Blonde II.
Thanks for following me across to my new site, note the new .net domain.
I’ve not written for so long owing to my fear of having to migrate more data or lose more data should the lost stevengharms.com die that I’ve completely fallen out of the habit of writing.
So far the folks at hostgator have meen a dream to work with, I opened 3 different support cases with respect to getting things set up and going and all three were addressed and dealt with between the hourse of 9 and 5. Totally, professional, friendly, and smooth.
Owing to the domain / DNS / hosting drama of the last few weeks, I’ve not been very motivated to post. Partly because I thought that investing any time and effort into the old site might make it harder to migrate to a new site. Further, after spending tons of time trying to get some non-responsive, irresponsible business owner to do what you contracted with them to provide, I just simply lost my zest for posting.
But, let me summarize a few things that tell where I’m at roughly.
Work Decommission and migration are the orders of the day. I’m working on an interesting project now for horizontal aggregation of tag metadata across vertical data channels.
Greetings to all and a Merry Christmas wish from Orange County, CA. Lauren and I hastened from Austin on Christmas Eve day and flew into SNA airport. Shortly after arrival my general sniffles and feeling of cold turned much more acute and it was only a matter of hours before I was impressing my girlfriend’s family not with witty bon mots and thoughts around the economic solutions to southeast Asian terrorism, but rather with coughs, sneezes, hacking, and general looking like I was sick.
Christmas day was an extravaganza of un-wrappings at the house. Thereafter we dined on breakfast quiche and let me say that it was nothing short of fantastic.
I imagine this life…
A Parisian guy who owned a librarie-papetrie like the one in “The Science of Sleep”. Across the corner is a beautiful girl named Marie-Claire who knows his order: cafe, brioche.
The French I imagine too: “Ils barvardent tout le jours. Elle a des cheveux blondes et il sourit quand il fait ouvrire la porte.” I think that says something intelligible in French, yet.
The soundtrack to this life would be Brazilian Girls’ “Talk to La Bomb”. He rarely indulges in alcohol. He is not sure if he loves Marie-Claire, their relationship is comfortable, but it is not the sort of thing one makes a life out of, together, forever, before man and God is it?
On Christmas Day I opened this:
And I knew the place immediately, Roma, urbs aeterna
It reminded me of the day that I with Big Nerd Ranch staffers had the opportunity to tour Rome. It specifically reminded me of the small tunnels that connect the streets through buildings, something like…
In what my doctor called “Unbelievably bad luck” I am sick (again) with a respiratory infection (again) which has given me a horrid, hoarse, “croup-like” cough (again) and has required (another) dose of anti-biotics as well as resumption of some really violent expectorants.
The symptoms came on suddenly during the second half of my training on Wednesday and as I walked out I thought to myself, this is going to seriously mess up Valentine’s day. Which, accordingly, it proceeded to do.
My Valentine’s day I spent headed down to the Dr.’s office, getting the news, after which I met up with Lauren on her lunch break.
I’ve not really felt much like writing … mostly because being sick has taken the joy out of it for me.
This last week or so has not seen a marked improvement in my condition. Things were getting better after my visit to the Dr. on February 14th, but things stalled out rather around the following Tuesday ( when my steroid shot wore out ). Worried, I chose to book an appointment for this past Thursday figuring that I should see some improvement within a week. Basically the improvement process plateaued.
On Thursday morning I received a call and found out that my Dr.
Yesterday was a day full of harried activity. Owing to the fact that I wouldn’t be in the office this week, I had a few things to take care at the office before I did le grande log-out before going into SXSW. I couldn’t quite figure out what to d, so my solution was to “sprint”. “Sprinting” is a term that I got from Merlin Mann over at 43Folders as being an incredibly important skill in productivity. The fact is this: some time you have to sit down, strap in, turn the fucking IM off, and work until you’re done.
Let there be no doubt, I love the subjunctive mood. It is oh, so very fine. Just think of it, a whole mood for expressing things imagined, desired, wished for, aspired to, and on occasion thoroughly contrary to fact.
If the sun were shining, I could plant a garden. If I weren’t all hayfevery, I’d feel like running up a hill. If the president weren’t a goofus, he’d be leading the world versus kicking it in Africa Betimes I wonder, do I, like the overly flowery narrator in Camus’ «La Chute» over-use the subjunctive; perhaps to the point of misuse?
One of my most bitter disappointments about SXSW2008 this year was the lack of tangible take-aways from the sessions. A quote that really inspired me before last year’s festival was this by John Gruber of Daring Fireball:
SXSW is the only conference I know where designers and developers hang out. Designers have design conferences. Developers have nerd conferences. http://daringfireball.net/2007/02/sxsw_2007_rands
Using special cameras, Getty photographs the president’s usually-invisible advisor
If you’ve been paying to the ongoing return of the Enlightenment, you know the name Richard Dawkins. Dawkins is a famous evolutionary biologist who, of late, has been spreading the message of atheism.
Dawkins’ primary book that has been the subject of a great many counter-opinions is “The God Delusion”. Lauren and I both noticed that RD was doing a book-signing at BookPeople downtown ( although I’m very thankful to live in a town where BookPeople exists ) and we resolved to attend…but then we found out there would be an ancillary lecture that evening at my alma mater.
In the 17th century physics was a new frontier of science. In the 18th century chemistry had the same excitement. In the latter half of the 20th century, a new science has emerged. The same sense of adventure inspires some of the brightest minds to explore this new frontier: the study of symbolic systems.
Symbolic Systems attacks age-old questions about the relation between mind and the world, questions like the following. What is information? What is intelligence? How are they related? Is intelligence more than information processing? Does intelligence require a mind? For that matter, what is a mind? How are minds related to brains?
The League doubted my objectification powers, he did not think that I could come up with a list of ultimate hottitude to rival his. Shortly before I fell way seriously sick (again) in late February I started this. Now, I finish it. Keep in mind, that during the 90’s I was between the ages of 13 and 23, so I’m covering from Freshman year of high school to college graduation, roughly.
The early years Cindy Crawford You may not remember, but in the 90’s Miss Crawford was every-where.
She was doing Revlon ads, hosting house of style with her Midwestern non-regional diction and in general, ruling every magazine cover in the grocery store rack, and, curiously, marrying Richard Gere.
During SXSW my house-guest, wired up on too much of the highest points of the Web 2.0 society and jet-lag, graciously headed over to Wal-Mart to buy some basics as his luggage had gotten misplaced by American Airlines; one’s pickings are slim, mind you, at 3 in the morning.
Part of the booty that was left behind by said guest was an exemplar of the all in one coffee-making cup. Being a daring sort, I drank it upon his departure.
The first element to note is that this thing is heavy: comaprable to a Slim Fast can in density. You might be needing a trip to the ER were this thing to fall an your foot.
Several weeks ago I was visiting Ironic Sans and noticed David, the proprietor had written this comment about a kerning error:
I thought it was a hilarious observation and went so far to buy the t-shirt.
And thus was my relation with keming. Then, the other day, while on a call with some service operator or another I was, in the custom of such operators, over-politely subjected to my surname being repeatedly mangled as I was called “Mr. Hams”.
It then struck me, that it was not the general deplorable state of American education, it might have been the typeface that was to blame, for you see, the poor operator may have been the victim of a tiny serifed font turning my familial name from a descendant of Hermann into a titan of hog rumps.
I’ve been pretty quiet of late because I’ve been trying to get ready for this year’s review season at work and because I have a very sick application ( as in, it is on a server with an indeterminate and short lifespan ) that I’m trying to clone on new hardware with an interface facelift and move to a new standard of Perl.
Additionally, I have my Latin II final tomorrow.
Today I took my Latin II final which represents a substantial weight off of my shoulders. It’s weird not to have the nagging sense that somewhere, somehow, i should really be reciting conjugational or declensional paradigms.
My efficient professor offered to grade it there on the spot and I walked out knowing that I got 97 points on it. Not too shabby. That locked me an “A” in the class.
I celebrated with a pho meal and trip to Target with my beautiful girlfriend.
Brian Blessed, scenery not being chewed
Last night instead of cramming, we watched the 1976 mini-series “I, Claudius” – it was at least in the Latin vein.
I’ve been pretty good lately about not over-engaging in web reading: you know, the sort that launches three windows each with 15 tabs.
But today Lauren said she wanted to go look at a few things and that my attendance was not required.
As such, I overdosed on Hillary campaign post mortes, browsed web sites to exhaustion and, slowly but surely, closed tabs and browser windows that I have had open for weeks.
I finally watched that DrScheme IDE demonstration, I took a nap, I broke a glass of iced tea, I read more stuff. I backed up my hard drive and ate some peanuts.
“Beautiful British Columbia”, that’s what it says, right there, on every license plate in the city. To match a boast like that, you had better back it up, to wit:
Texas: We make sure everyone’s textbooks teach nonsense, or
Texas: More food involving puddles of cheese than Switzerland, or
Texas: Still debating merits of annexation
But BC delivers, it is simply like someone thought of the best parts of natural vistas, cut them out of magzines, pasted them together, and in some sort of Anthony Michael Hall bit of hilarity, made the dream reality.
In this vista Lauren and I had a bit of a vacation and we feted the marriage of my former room-mate and the subsequent birth of his daughter.
When I started1 college I was monolingual ( if you don’t count public-school Spanish ). By graduation I was exceedingly comfortable with Dutch and French2. These studies, along the way, showed me the wider possibilities of the expression in my native tongue and, as such, I feel as though I lost the sense of the original linguistic constraints of my class, culture, and region. In some ways, it made it harder for me to speak my native tongue.
Allow me to explain.
You see, the first language I really mastered was a Germanic one that maintains some legacy structures which are permissible in modern English, but which are either anachronistic, or, at the very least, unusual, to the modern ear.
We went to a Balboa / Bal-swing class workshop all day today.
I woke up around 7:30 to do GRE study until 11:30 when we left.
From 12-3 we were dancing and thus about 3:30 when I got home I promptly took a nap…for 2 hours. It was awesome.
I finished watching Season 1, Disc 1 of “Mad Men” which I consider to be one of the most interesting and best-acted dramas on TV at this moment. It’s a fascinating glimpse into the weird parallel universe that ’50’s life appears to have been.
The beautiful intro to “Mad Men”
Afterwards Lauren and I headed over to Serrano’s Arboretum and had some chips and salsa with drinks.
Greeting any new Leaguers while The League is away
I am a huge “This American Life” fan. Last year, for my birthday, The Leagues’ bought me an iTunes gift card which I promptly spent on TAL episodes. I got into it when I first moved to CA. Not knowing many people, having those stories there late on Saturday night became part of a ritual that helped me transition to living there.
My absolute favorite episode is #74 “Conventions”. The first segment ( or, “act”, according to show host Ira Glass ) introduces John Connors, a man from the midwest who goes to New York City for a weekend to celebrate “Dark Shadows”.
Well the 7th marked the 5th year of my running a site. Isn’t that thrilling? It’s been a chore sometimes, my only tendril to sanity others, and a great place to store ideas, sketches, and things that I’ve discovered along the way.
Better yet are those who I discovered: The League and the missus, other friends, family and passers-by of their way.
Sometimes it’s also been a way to keep my California friends and folks aware of what was going on with me out there in the middle of our continent.
I’ve shared pictures and code and rants and raves. I even urged my girlfriend to get a site which she has designed into an ordered, pristine beauty.
Thinking about my work career, in the area before I got into technology, it looked like this:
Randall’s: Stocker (fall 94- spring 95)
Randall’s: Deli Guy (summer 1995)
Kumon: Grader / Instructor (summer 1996)
Informal Classes: (fall 1996-spring 1997)
Started an a small IT consultancy…
I would like to talk about my tenure as a Deli Guy, #2, above.
As far as your teenage jobs that make you wear a stupid get-up and use cleaning and bleach nightly, it wasn’t actually too bad. Working in the deli meant that you had basically 3 primary roles:
Serve food from the deli ( it had usually been fried up hours before, and even then, dumping chicken out a bag and into a fryer wasn’t too hard )
It’s 10:04 as I write this, and I normally wouldn’t say such a thing as this for fear of a jinxing, but for my later-rising friends I feel I should recount that:
…on the way out the door I felt a breeze that was distinctly not reminiscent of Thermopylae
…I smelled the smell of fresh cut grass
…my mind briefly flashed to the Texas v. Tech football game ( traditionally in late October )
I could be wrong, but I believe that I felt the faintest, slimmest, most gossamer hint of the suggestion of the remembrance of the season known as fall.
I loved Ellison’s Invisible Man: a smart black man refuses to be the tool of American hypocrisy or Communist rabble-rousers and instead asks society to engage him in the most difficult way possible: as a man in himself.
Ellison’s writing has a stark, almost journalistic character, but you definitely feel his familiarity with the Southern Gothic’s sentimentalism.
In an absolutely beautiful sample of Ellison’s style I cite:
Materially, psychologically and culturally, part of the nation’s heritage is Negro American, and whatever it becomes will be shaped in part by the Negro’s presence. Which is fortunate, for today it is the black American who puts pressure upon the nation to live up to its ideals.
“Steven”
By the middle syllable I knew something was very, very wrong. I grabbed my bag and tried to work my way out of the conference ballroom as unnoticed as possible.
“Car accident…everyone OK…”
I drove with single-minded focus south down MoPac and swung onto North Lamar.
“At least everyone was OK…she’s OK, she called me”
I approached the spot and the car looked OK from the right, and then I parked and saw the above.
The fear that had been gnawing at the periphery of my awareness came into full focus.
“The other car was in the boundaries of this car…”
I’ve been taking a bit of a hiatus from blogging thanks to:
Car accident drama Latin III postponed GRE from this weekend to the 24th of October Work The LatinVerb library. Most of these don’t produce much in the way of visual artifacts, but here’s a short demonstration of the LatinVerb library ( it’s coherently working, but still needs some refactoring to get it to 0.1 release state… ). Here’s the video:
What’s going on here is that I have a Ruby debugger ( RDebug ) session open where I’ve created an instance of Latin::LatinVerb. I then proceed to execute some of the “vectors” that uniquely identify a single conjugation of a verb or a collection of verb tenses.
Today WaMu bit the big one and the Republicans, those sacred guardians of fiscal conservatism, personal responsibility, and hard-work, are pushing for Congress to accept another balance of power mutating scheme that will make the few rich and undermine the checks and balances system.
But today, my friends, something momentous has happened in my life. I now owe a big fat $0.00 of credit card debt.
Having good credit has allowed me some really sweet 0% finances for moving, buying furniture, buying a car, selling that car, buying another car, re-financing my current car, buying office machinery needed, going to Rome, taking classes in Rome, going to Vancouver, trips to CA, presents, a TV, and a great fair bit of dining out.
I’ve been preparing for the GRE since summer, July, actually. Tuesday I take the test. That may explain why writing here has been so sparse.
I’m a bit daunted, I’m doing the drills about where I need to, and yet I still worry. When the 4 hours is up I will see two numbers, thereafter I shall be elated ( whee! ) or, like the proverbial groundhog, shall have to return to my study den.
Here’s the truth: I’m sick and tired of the study den!
So, I spend, what I hope, will be this last Saturday looking at quantitative comparisons.
Friday I got an email from The League of Melbotis asking where I was and why he hadn’t heard from me in so long. I thought, surely this is some jest, I saw him just the other week…on…Halloween…40 days ago.
Forty days? It was hard to believe, but it is so, and my friends it’s because I’m in the home stretch on turning in my applications. I’m trying to wrangle up recommendations, get my writing sample done, do my second sample, and write a cohesive statement of purpose that makes the last 10 years seem like an integrated series of actions in an arc of intellectual development.
My good friends The League of Melbotis and his wife, Jamie, experienced the passing of their beloved Golden Retriever, and blog site namesake, Melbotis.
Mel and Dr. McBride
I remember following the link from Jim’s old blog site and finding The League and his adventures in Arizona almost 4 years ago. “Such an odd name for a dog,” was my, and many others’, initial thought. Roughly 2 years ago Ryan and Jamie moved to Austin and Lauren and I had the chance to make the acquaintance of that shaggy ball-hog.
To see Mel was to make an instant friend. There was something about his golden fur and ambling canter that just made you want to wring his furry middle.
Saturday I woke up early and headed to Sodade Coffee’s one-year anniversary. It was great to stop by and see all the regulars I usually see there come by in a different context: instead of the laptop and cell-phone activities I normally see it was the hackers with families on parade.
My congratulations go out to Kim and Genaro at this marker. Their seats have borne my studying, typing, researching self since this summer, so this place for retreat has been a welcome addition to North Austin.
During this visit, Kim gave me a sweet T-shirt and I had a chance to work on my statement of purpose outline.
I started the pursuit of graduate education about a year ago.
Through the intervening 9 months I’ve learned a lot about myself, about what interests me, about what things have animated my intellectual development my entire life long, about the unique and coherent thread winding through my educational history, and yes, my friends, even a little bit about human nature.
I spent most of last Spring and the summer preparing for the GRE. In the fall I wrote the LatinVerb library and re-drafted a paper “Against the Anthropic Principle” in an effort to impress those with sway over my admissions process.
For those not following me on Twitter or Facebook…
Lauren was sick this past Saturday morning and told me to go to VoCamp Austin without her. She e-mailed about 3pm and asked that I take her to after-hours care. This started a chain of events that leads me to this moment, some 3 days later.
Got home To after-hours care High T-Cells, abdominal pain, referred to ER Seton NW Hospital ER CT scan HUGE appendix Appendix isn’t ruptured, you need surgery now Surgery scheduled at 0230 Sunday morning 0300 surgery: Appendix was ruptured, longer hospital stay needed Beds, nurses, sleeping in chairs, etc.
As mentioned previously, I bought some running shoes in an effort to get in better shape for my 32nd year.
These are they.
I went to Run-Tex here in the Arboretum area and when I saw them I thought: “Please don’t let those be the ones that feel the best…” But they are, they feel great. They’re light, with a lot of cushion, and I really like wearing them.
So, it’s become a bit of a joke for me that they run so fast because the Earth hates having them on its surface.
This is my new wallet.
I’ve long been a fan of the cigarette-case-as-wallet. It helps you cut down on your wallet footprint, and doesn’t encourage you to get bad posture when driving, seated, on a conventional wallet.
Each half holds 6 credit cards. Pictured is my Cisco ID and my Austin Swing Syndicate card. It has a really nice hematite metal exterior
If you’re interested, check out kyledesigns.com, this is case #10.
Exterior view
Interior view
I’ve not posted about this because, well, I didn’t want to flame-out in public.
Not gonna D-O-R
1 month ago I started my quest to relieve my midsection of an amorphousness that had surfaced there over the last decade or so. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t feel freakish about it. To the contrary, I feel incredibly average about it.
I hate averageness.
So, in a putting my foot down against a slide in a very wrong direction, I bought the hideous red shoes and have now completed 1 month of training to make some small, regular changes that will hopefully return me to better health.
I passed 2 months on the 10th of this month, but with Lauren’s birthday, work, school, etc. I didn’t share that I am now 9 pounds lighter than when I started. The upshot of all this is that I can again fit in size 36 jeans.
I even got an unsolicited Facebook message saying “Are you losing weight?.” Music, pure music, to my fatty, fat, fat ears.
So here’s where I am in the scaling up from Couch to 5K: I now do 3 pairs of run-5/walk-2. This was going along swimmingly until last week when SHIN SPLITS OH MY FREAKING GOOAAAGGUUH THIS HURTS entered my life.
The League, he about to retire from this blogosphere, has rekindled in me memories of Verbot: Tomy’s miraculous robot for kids toy. Let me take you back to the Christmast of 1984 (or was it 1985?) on a not-at-all-snowy Christmas day in Houston, Texas.
Ah, Verbot, you cute little guy, with your hard plastic shell head, your friendly pseudo-Japanese visage, and your weird white microphone with a dangling black cable antenna… Thanks to incessant advertising during Transformers, everyone knew the sacred name of this proto-Cylon. Verbot was undoubtedly the toy of aspiration in my 4th grade Christmas year. I even recall in art class that the Y bechromosomed were DRAWING verbot on those vast expanses of manilla paper.
Nearly four years ago I wrote a post titled the same.
I look back at that and think “Gosh, 2006.” The world was so different then. Lauren and I were in the earliest, most tentative parts of our relationship. We were going to test the strength of our relationship in the crucible of relocation, confusion, and new things.
And I was weary of the Bay Area. I was so tired of the traffic, of the dumpy airport, of vast fields of nothing to do. I was tired of the weight I was gaining, I was tired of the rain, tired of the struggle to make ends meet, just plain old tired.
I said recently on this blog “ego quoque mutabo (I too shall change),” if one feels truly mutatus (changed) from non-grow-up-hood to adult-hood I can think of only two other activities that seal it after “getting a mortgage on a place to live.”
On Tuesday I signed and initialed many, many pages of paper which established my intention and permission to take possession of a few hundred square feet of San Francisco real estate. Having never bought a house before, this was some interesting times.
This last November when RubyConf came around I flirted with the idea “Maybe I could buy a place to live instead of renting…” Thanks to my sister putting me in connection with a realtor in the Silicon Valley who put me in contact with my AWESOME realtor Vanessa Gamp and the AWESOME financial help of Mike Ervin, we were able to put in a bid and go into contract on a new condo development in San Francisco’s South of Market (SoMa) district.
Anyone from anywhere in the world will find driving in San Francisco for any distance greater than 4 miles a bit daunting.
We have many, many one-way streets, streets to be shared with streetcars, iPhone senses-numbed hipsters wandering across intersections, drunken street-people, horizon-obliterating hills, a non-gridded layout, and few free parking spaces.
Therefore, when a tourist, or any other sane person, goes down a street and sees a herd of lanyard-wearing tourists crossing a square you mean to traverse that seems to have suddenly changed bearing from southwest to dead south with double-parked cabs on the right lane and the left lane is marked exclusively for highway access s/he might let off the gas or tap the brake and …
“All straight guys think: ‘Some day some woman will show up and figure all this stuff out for me.’”
Keenly aperçu by a friend of mine to the question “Why the stereotypes about gays knowing so much about drapery and track lighting.”
Well, just to show that if you make anything nerdy enough, I will do it, here’s the Google SketchUp of my future residence. Yes, it’s to scale. I don’t think it’s too bad for a first stab at the tool.
As our move in date approaches, as we choose flooring and carpet, we’re starting to have some panic about what happens when an Austin-sized lifestyle and set of accoutrements meets San Francisco space restriction.
Getting off of the evening workday train commute has a rich set of sensations and experiences all its own.
At 7:00, after being crammed in with the tired, the huddled masses, you step out into a windy tunnel or a funky-smelling stop and hurry home through the aenemic late-winter (or permanent, in the case of SF) cold back home. You replay the winnings and failings of the day and hope that you have enough ingredients at home for dinner so that you don’t have to go to Safeway and wait in that line (“I hear there’s an unemployment crisis, why can they not staff a few more people at rush hour”).
Yes, yes, yes friends. According to my awesome realtor, Vanessa Gamp, we are aiming to close on the condo on the 21st. I recorded some footage of us doing the walkthru with the builder with my awesome new Flip UltraHD!
Now this is normally where I put something really cool of the house that I took with the Flip in the blog post.
But honestly, my filming skill was so crappy and jerky i gave myself a seizure halfway through. So, here’s a snippet of Lauren and I getting an early dinner after doing the walkthru.
Here’s a still that Lauren took
I don’t recommend buying warranties on many consumer electronics, but I really must emphasize how lucky I was to have it on my MacBook Pro (purchased June 2008).
In November 2008 on Election Day my battery failed to hold its charge a reasonable amount of time. Trip to Genius bar in Valley Fair + AppleCare -> Free replacement. That’s a savings of ~ $100. Yes we can, indeed.
Time passed, in the words of Sid Meier’s Civilzation (tm), and my Employer gave me a MacBook Pro. I handed my old one down to my girlfriend who has used it with great dedication since.
Mike Maples’ recent discussion on startups was my morning listening as I churned through weekend email stack and I came away with the following notes.
Maples chases Thunder Lizards Godzillas They start from atomic eggs Disrupt their ecosystem (fishing boat) Disrupt the embeddeds (storm into Tokyo) Devour the embeddeds (eat the power lines and the trains) Rare: Cisco, Intel They take all the Oxygen out of the room, high tech has little room for also-rans #1 takes the glory #2 takes some pittance #3 == who? The business of a startup is to validate ab usiness model It must present how their business creates, stores, and delivers value You should do something like the above that brings in money more than you spend it Upon finding a successful one of these, maximize the delta (duh) Pivoting You must be able to throw away a really good business model * iPhone games * Charge $10.
It’s been a number of months since I have posted or have even felt like posting, to tell the truth. The good news is that Lauren and I took a much-needed and well-deserved vacation on the island of Oahu.
Baptism That day in third grade, on a winter day with its curious, early darkness that seems anomalous to life in the South, the record player labored slowly and desultorily at its task. The teacher played the record that left a furious kiss on my heart amidst Satan’s scratching fiddles and the conspiratorial flatness of banjos elegiacally plucked.
It was the “folk music” unit of our elementary-school Music class. We had heard a tune about a raccoon named “Barb’ry Allen,” surely a reference to the folk song of the same name, with its strange refrain “Dillom Dillom Down.” We’d heard songs about hollers and cricks, but on this one day the music was more firey.
I wrote up these goals for the year on some dead wood so now I’m transferring them to the digital medium.
Fitness Get to 185 lbs / 34" waist: I slipped a bit during the holidays but want to get back to my college graduation weight. Stretch: 180lbs. Run Bay to Breakers 13K: Was sick for last year’s running Take up a martial art: I’ve always been meaning to get a grasp of a defense art. I’ve chosen Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu Sport Be able to shoot a handgun within respectable accuracy Learn to play golf: last year I bought clubs and developed a swing, now I just need to learn the clubs and when to apply them Attempt archery Play croquet in the summer in Golden Gate Park (again!
Last night we attended a birthday party / art showing in Sonoma. The guest of honor was Lauren’s uncle, an artist in the oil medium and resident of the area, James Pickel. The grounds were the beautiful home of his friends who covered the beautifully painted and color-washed walls of this retreat with his art. Hidden away up a rambling road into the vibrating, verdant hills of Sonoma county, the afternoon sun draped everything clearly and brightly until the tinge of twilight set to turning the sky’s blue to orange.
The neighboring bleating sheep ushered the twilight as we uncorked the bottles.
Valentine’s day inconveniently falls on a Monday this year, on an evening that Lauren has night class obligations, so we’re celebrating Valentine’s day a day early. The plan:
3:15: Depart home
4:00: Chopin’s Birthday recital of Chopin
5:15-5:30 Head to Rye for pre-dinner drinks
6:30: Dinner at Grand Cafe
After: ???
I was particularly interested in one of the last pictures I saw from Engaget’s liveblog of the Apple iPad2 announcement. It was a picture of two crossed street signs (black letters on white field, just like the city of San Francisco) between “Liberal Arts” and “Technology.” Topolsky blogged the following, quoting or paraphrasing Steve:
“It’s tech married with the liberal arts and the humanities. Nowhere is that more true than in the post-PC products. Our competitors are looking at this like it’s the next PC market. That is not the right approach to this. These are pos[sic]-PC devices that need to be easier to use than a PC, more intuitive.
Probably the most significant constant in the entire history of this blog has been where I have spent several hours of my day each work-day. For a great many years, I have been an employee of Cisco Inc. As of the 19th of this month, that will end.
I will commence employment at Carbon Five, a consulting and application development firm in San Francisco, on the 24th of this month. I am elated about joining Carbon Five’s team of energetic and innnovative developers. I will be doing Ruby and Rails development and I hope to learn more about mobile development, async server technologies, and sexy Javascript front-ends.
I woke up this morning after having spent the weekend down in LA and Orange County with the desire to say something: something longer than a tweet, something shorter than an essay.
It was something about technology, or people, or power, or art. And then I realized: I wanted to blog again.
And then I realized something important. Writing isn’t something you do when you have copious free time, it’s something you do when you don’t. It’s something you do when your spirits are in the right place, when inspiration is around you and through you (which usually has the consequence of you having no copious free time).
I’ve been reading Jane Jacobs’ mangnum opus “The Death and Life of Great American Citites (1961)” which predicts ennui, relationship strife, social estrangement, and children run amok as side effects of adopting Le Corbusier’s “Radiant City” model i.e. suburbanization and its concomitant social isolation. I was reading it on the plane next to a woman reading “50 Shades of Gray” and it got me thinking: could urban planning explain the wildfire outbreak of “stay at home moms” buying erotica en masse to the tune of “selling in Harry Potter-grade quantities?”
One of the interesting parts quotes child-rearing mothers in suburbs speaking with Jacobs lamenting that the sanctioned park in the master-planned “fun zone” is dull, there’s nowhere to warm up or grab coffee with a stranger save the sanctum sanctorum of one’s own home, so the “park” is left empty and in time becomes a haven for underage drinking, graffiti and vandalism.
I have completely been remiss in terms of medical care. In fact, there’s a critical reason why: I was afraid. You see, in my last visit to a doctor ( about 7 years ago ) I got that kind of news nobody likes to hear: you have too much stress, you weigh too much, and your triglyceride levels look to be on the low end of acceptable.
After that I moved and never found a doctor I liked, moved again and never found a doctor that I liked and just kept ignoring that I needed to get a physical. I think it had been 6 years.
I recently read Joshua Foer’s excellent book, Moonwalking with
Einstein. The book, very much in Gay Talese fashion, relates the story
of a resporter who goes to investigate the goings on of an international
fellowship of “mnemnostists;” that is, professional rememberers. I’ve
long had an interest bordering on obsession as pertains to memory. I’ve
always wanted to remember more, in more clarity and to
assemble the world’s languages with Mentat-like skill. But alas, I
appear to be wired with commodity hardware (like most of us).
Foer, very much a mortal, suggests that astounding levels of memory
retention can be attained by embracing the wisdom of the ancients and
using the memory technique known as a “mind palace” or, as it was
known to the Romans, memoria loci (contra memoriam verborum, for
verbatim text).
I was very inspired by Questlove’s interview with Terry Gross on “Fresh Air.” It has helped decorate several blog posts but I had these last two passages highlighted but couldn’t find a way to fit them into my posts. So, here they are for grins.
Amir "Questlove" Thompson
THOMPSON: And this is the one character trait in me that the people closest to me absolutely abhor, the fact that I’ve very nonchalant about everything. I’m not saying that it wasn’t a big deal, but it’s just that I’ve come to the realization that every day my life has this sort of Forrest Gump existence.
All of my college and post-college friends are married and have
children. I will go so far as to note that none of them have babies
(which was a cute and novel phase) anymore, all of them have real-deal
children, small humans with free will who have some semblance of the
capability to reason and to express themselves: children. The kind of
whom is said “We took X hiking for the first time” or “Can now ride his
bike without training wheels.”
So when our busy schedules line up such that we can catch up, their
stories and lives largely revolve around these small humans:
kindergarten choices, the “strip off all your clothes and run around the
neighborhood” incident etc. I love these stories, they make me laugh,
they make me cry. They’re great stories told by wonderful people about
amazing small beings becoming wonderful people.
But then, reciprocally, I’m asked “What’s been up with you?” or “What
are you doing tomorrow?” and I feel incredibly awkward. Because the
truth is, my day-to-day is, to be honest, kind of the envy of the weary,
responsibility-laden parent.
So there you are, in the lovely home, decorated with lovely
finger-painted pictures, near folded bibs and pajamas and made ready for
loading up in to small, sticker-covered dressers in adorable purple
rooms bedecked with stuffed animals and they ask you this and, if you
reply honestly, you will sound like a complete jerk or someone who’s
“rubbing it in.”
“Well I was planning on sleeping until I woke up, then grabbing some
pancakes at this brunch place up the street, then maybe reading a book I
got from the library that’s due back next week, then a nap, and then
going grocery shopping before it gets crowded.”
My last update was about this time year ago. At that time I was starting to feel a need for a change professionally. I had been working doing Rails and JavaScript at shopittome.com and I was thinking that I might want to pursue something different. I loved the team there though so it wasn’t particularly urgent for me to leave but then Fate made a move.
I received an email from a recruiter (nothing new) but this one had actually taken a look at my work and at my conference talks and wanted to know if I had ever considered putting my skills and interests into teaching.
Lauren, Byron and I are moving to New York… …and we are blissed out about it. We had a wonderful experience of the city and its people while we were there this summer and we want to go back and experience more of what NYC has to offer.
Details after the jump.
Details When Do You Leave? Early November
What About Work? I’ll still stay working for Dev Bootcamp but I’ll be taking on the role of being the lead link of the teaching circle. We use an organizational model called [Holacracy][] so, to translate our slightly peculiar nomenclature, it means that I’ll be teaching (still) but also trying to figure out ways to help the other teachers have an exuberant and blissful experience teaching as well.
So you’re an introvert, but you spend all day performing?
Indeed. It’s strange that so many of us have “on stage” jobs, but it’s part of the difference between the performance and the person.
People, we’re going to observe my latest solar orbit on Saturday in Brooklyn. Hopefully we’re seeing the ebb of the ferocious summer sun and we’ll be able to avoid a battering by Aeolus’ winds. If you can make it out we (Lauren, myself, and Karbit’s Byron by the Bay) would like to formally invite you to say hello.
Summertime Byron
This weekend I observed my latest birthday. It was a wonderful day and I celebrated it with friends in nearby Prospect Park. Lauren, of course, went beyond the call of duty and made a wonderful brunch: broccoli and cheese quiche, a peach pie, brownies, a cheese board, etc. We had baked goods and goodies plenty when we got back home. We had baked goods and goodies plenty when we got back home.
Saturday we headed over to The Picnic House and set up the goods on a picnic table. Around 11 some of our friends started coming over and within an hour we had a good dozen or so folks gathered round.
As part of my birthday, Lauren bought us tickets to [Zigfeld’s Midnight Frolic][Z].
The show is a immersive theatre experience. You go and meet costumed period-era staff and are seated and are provided dinner. Then the floor show starts, but observing the show are actors in on the theatre production; that is, you watch the performance while another drama plays out around you.
The theater’s lecherous owner, Zigfeld, appears to have an attraction that’s a little too close to the star “Olive Thomas.” Miss Olive also has caught the eye of another performer, “Jack Pickford” who marries her and takes her off to Paris.
http://thoughtcatalog.com/heidi-priebe/2016/02/11-reasons-why-everyone-needs-an-intj-in-their-lives/
Just saying, when you want things done (with a loving ulterior motive that if you were just slightly more clever to recognize it you would and you’ll thank me for it in the end) find your friendly^H^H^H^H^H^H^H^H local Dr. Doom^H^H^H^H^H^H^H^H INTJ.
Our kitchen sill has a pitcher from Laguna Beach, a clock from Austin, a bridge from San Francisco (gifted in Austin) and a froggy teapot from Orange County.
https://www.youtube.com/user/wutangcollection/featured
It reminds me of the hours of classic “39 Gold” Kung-Fu Theatre movies that aired on Saturday after cartoons in Houston.
I was interviewed about how I got into coding, how I try to design curriculum at DevBootcamp, etc. High points were shout outs to Mom for taking me to BookStop, shout outs to the teachers I work with, and celebrating the great MBA in IT operations I got from Cisco.
https://learntocodewith.me/podcast/getting-into-tech-with-steven-harms/
Thanks for all the birthday wishes.
It’s getting going with a whirlwind and promises to be a busy year. Thanks to those who came out last night and thanks to those who sent along gifts and memories that cater to me and my personality.
…And most especially my deepest love and thanks to Lauren who arranged a whole fabulous day.
Did the AncestryDNA for my birthday.
Apparently, regardless of national borders, my DNA is….. Anglo-Saxon / Celtic mutt.
No clear majority, but in and around the North Sea (I know the American ancestor on my father’s side left the port city of Bremen, so this fits) with “Scandinavian” at 40%. Then, surprisingly, “Irish” at 21% here. I guess I’ll start partying harder in March. But this still leaves another 40% in miscellaneous.
And then comes the what they did when they got to the New World: the grand panoply of the Germano-Scots-Irish-English Southern expansion Westward. It all fits with the tales of my family (as far back as we can remember, anyway).
https://www.reuters.com/article/us-usa-protests-universityoftexas-idUSKCN1B10E5
Get that Lost Cause noise out of here. Our tower says something about the TRUTH across the top. We owe it to the school and state to be honest about these things.
It’s hard to believe it’s almost been a year since I last posted. Looking back on the dates it was right before I got engaged, before the holidays, before another year passing by.
I have some goodies stored up that I’m ready to unload. I’ve missed writing and
I thought it would be worth recording that for the first time since 2000 I’m taking some time off from working — well, not working for a paycheck, anyway. I’m taking some time to deplete my life’s savings at the half-way point of my life. I’m put to recall Dante:
Midway upon the journey of our life
I found myself within a forest dark,
For the straightforward pathway had been lost.
– Canto I, “Inferno”
Over the last few years I have had a whole host of technical projects, books, movies, and home projects mount up. On top of that I’ve also had a wedding to plan and have just concluded a home redecoration project.
Stuff I’m working on…
Updated: 2017-12-06
✔ Set up OpenVPN server ✔ Secure iPhone ✔ Secure Macbook ✔ Fix Chrome Extension for extracting Kindle Notes ✔ Set up nginx web server and ✔ Self-host blog ✔ Self-host wedding application Technical Projects ✔ Clean up wedding (Rails) application, clean up JavaScript errors ✔ Sort out DNS for all my domains ✔ Retire ancient Digital Ocean droplet and use new droplet ✔ Learn Python well enough to use it ✔ Learn Common Lisp well enough to use it ✔ Host our wedding application on DO server Learn Django framework well enough to build a back end for an iOS app for Lauren Build an iOS custom text editor (resurrect abandoned project) Build an Alexa skill for Latin Nerd Do something with Babel.
Can I Rent a Zipcar at JFK? TL;DR: No.(As of October 20, 2017)
Full Exploration On a recent trip back, I was thinking it would be really handy if I could rent a Zipcar from JFK, do some errands in the outer boroughs, and then drop the car off at the airport and head back into the city via LIRR. So, I went to Zipcar’s site to see if there were cars near JFK.
Well, that certainly seems promising. I went to check out the JFK listing:
Well, that certainly seems promising…
OK, now I have the impression that they DO have Zipcars at JFK but they DON’T have Zipcars at JFK as well.
So I’m getting married in April of next year in New Orleans, LA. There are many practical reasons for this: closer to my family, closer to the bride’s family, longer wedding season, cheaper venues and lodging, better accommodation for those with young families, etc. But something that really drove us away from New York was one aesthetic consideration that we saw again and again: the dreaded Purple Light.
In this seasons “New York” Weddings special I found these photos:
Purple light at the Four Seasons
Purple light at the Ziegfeld Ballroom
Nice things to sit on in, in Purple Light
It was during my long hiatus over the last year that a wonderful development happened in my life: I got engaged! I’ve been seeing my fiancée for over a decade now and it was time to make things official. I’m very happy and very excited to officially get official about it.
Over the last year many great plans have come to fruition.
We Traveled to Paris…and Got Engaged! We have a tradition of traveling during Lauren’s birthday. I suggested that we do something “big” for this birthday and head to Europe. It was her first time to visit and I couldn’t wait to go with her.
Union Soldiers' Memorial - Riverside Park, Manhattan
I believe that all symbols supporting the Confederacy should be removed from public lands / parks etc.
While I recognize that decent but ignorant or miseducated individuals might have argued for these symbols’ preservation in the past, a clear-eyed look at the Confederacy’s foundation, purpose, and legacy presents more than sufficient evidence that these symbols should be retired to museums where they can be contextualized as symbols of an oppressive and murderous regime better relegated to the ash-heap of history.
The Purpose of the Confederacy Do you know The Cornerstone Speech? Above I used the word “miseducated.
Hyatt Regency New Orleans Review On Wed, Oct 11, 2017 we checked into the Hyatt Regency, New Orleans next to the Superdome on Loyola Street. We were using this hotel as our home-base for our trip to NOLA to finalize details around cake, catering, accommodation, flowers, etc. for our wedding in 2018.
We were given room 2250. While there’s much to recommend the hotel: the dining amenities, nearby restaurants and conveniences, as well as its beautiful decor, we had an issue with cigarette smoke befouling our environment that was, in the end, so poorly handled by management that we will not be using this hotel for room blocs and which cost them a whole 3 stars in my rating.
Today is the 9th anniversary of having surgeons save my life when my appendix ruptured. Glad to still be here.
Shout out to Seton hospital and to the appendix that convinced me I was definitely not going to live a life without her happily; we get married next month. :)
As part of my ongoing unwinding of my Twitter history, I found a
number of posts where I shared music from Spotify. I aggregated all these songs
into a playlist that’s embedded below. Or, you can play them in-browser if you
follow the jump.
In October 2016, right before our trip to Paris, where we would get engaged, I
bought a new Hugo Boss winter coat from Bloomingdale’s in SoHo. One of the
things I like most about Bloomingdale’s in NYC is their customer-centric
attitude. I was rather dismayed when, at the end of 2017, the coat had
developed giant rips along the seams of the lining. Below is my story of
trying, and failing, to get help in repairing it.
Friends: Due to wedding and honeymoon I don’t have any vacation left for the year. So we’re doing turkey day at home, for brunch. Thanks to all our loved ones. It might be 22 out but here it’s warm, tasty, and has a begging poodle.
I’m nearing my first year anniversary at the Flatiron School and was
thinking about the projects I’ve undertaken and what I’ve learned in the last
year. While doing so, it struck me that I had never written about how I came
into education from a career in corporate IT and full-stack programming. This
is, after all, my second go at being a manager of a curriculum-producing team.
When did doing this become my life’s work more than a career of pursuing
code?
But moving into education wasn’t a new move as much as it was a return to a
fork that I’d opted not to take as I graduated in 2000. In my last year at
university, I’d faced the question of whether to pursue the academic life or a
life working in business. I had been planning on an academic life, but I chose
the other path at the last moment.
But now I realize that the fork I chose gave me lessons that I was able to add
to the lessons that my most-fondly remembered teachers gave me. And now, in my
role, I get to bear those golden fruits of the dollar and the philosopher to a
new generation at a scale hitherto unimaginable.
Here is the story of my trajectory toward an educational path, how I came to
delay traveling it, a recollection of some of the most important lessons I
learned and people I met along the way, and how I hope to honor them and their
teachings as I work in this new model of education.
Shoulda stayed where quality health care is free and staffed by people who aren’t clerks….
Looks like I might miss my new work start date given how awful I feel. I was worried that it was the coronavirus that’s been going gangbusters in China.
In other posts, I’ve written about my connection to that scary mountain music
of Appalachian South. I’ve also written about how, when art connected to those
themes reappears, I find it immediately connects with me. But the most personal
connection I had with this material was my father’s mother.
Born and raised in Tennessee with frequent trips to North Texas (and back), she
survived the lean times of the Great Depression with her two siblings, went on
to marry a Brooklyn-born GI, was a stenographer, and was a loving — and
gently eccentric — grandmother.
That said, there were a number of times during her visits to my safe, suburban
home where she related some of the viscera, gore, and makeshift tourniquets
required by farm life in the early 20th century. I recall her recounting her
own grandmother telling her to “hide her eyes” as the field workers helped in
the home exsanguination of a dead relative and poured the bowls of blood into
the fields. In the days before refrigeration, this, in addition to wrapping
the body in ice from the ice-house, was necessary to make sure the body was
sufficiently undamaged so that the undertaker could do his work. In fact, this
bloody work had a piece of furniture associated with it: the “cooling board,”
which, in my memory, she called a “cooling chair.”
As I recall, my parents were out with my grandmother once looking at antiques
and someone has mislabeled a piece as a “chaise lounge” which required my
grandmother’s correction: “Oh, child, that’s a coolin’ chay-uh.”
January to October 2020 have been the most historically significant years of my
life and seem likely to stay there. In 2001, it seemed certain that the terror
attacks of September 11th would be the most world-historical moments
in my lifetime, as Kennedy’s assassination was for my mother.
But 2020 saw multiple memory-searing events:
The bungled coronavirus response of the Trump administration (80 September 11th death tolls and counting; nearly a quarter of a million Americans dead)
The near-contemporaneous killings of Black Americans (George Floyd, Breonna Taylor) while interacting with police and associated protest
Trump’s cosseting of domestic terrorism, white nationalism, and conspiracy theory movements
Trump’s refusal to publicly wear a mask; his subsequent infection with coronavirus; his reversion to haughtily patronizing rhetoric that he was somehow of superior immunological stock despite the fact that he had received the best care money could buy — more accurately care that money could not even buy as a fast-tracked remedy was given to him before entering general approval
A looming election in which Trump himself has telegraphed that he expects the election to be illegitimate if he loses
Amidst all that, both Lauren and I felt the touch of history. This Spring we
fell ill with a respiratory illness that felt like hot fiberglass threads being
threaded through our lungs. We wheezed and burned with fever (thankfully,
briefly) and emerged alive. In those sweaty, scary nights when emergency
service sirens were the only sounds in the canyons of the buildings in
Manhattan, we wondered whether ambulances would still service us if we needed
them. We wondered whether a hospital bed or a ventilator would be available if
we could make it to care.
Given the scale and gravity of these events, I’ve wanted to put down some
thoughts. Yet, since March, the incessant chaos, denial, and misinformation
blared by the Trump administration has kept me off-balance. On top of the
misery of the facts, their campaign of public distraction and enervation has
raged so loudly, so irrationally, and so incessantly that I’ve not known where
to start. So let me try to start this chronicle with this beginning:
In 2020, a pandemic began in China and slowly, but surely spread across the
world. The disease stopped commerce. It changed how humans worldwide appeared
in public. It eventually, it seems, came to my household. While the citizenry
wrestled with how to live in such times, we did so alone. The US government,
under the Trump administration, failed to marshal resources, provide
leadership, or offer comfort. In many cases it, and President Trump
personally, fought data-backed scientific best practice. This was done in a
cynical bit of theatre designed to support the president’s favorability
ratings in a craven, politically-rotten bit of responsibility-shirking
theatre. And while Trump himself and his administration continued to play
games, to distract and deflect, America’s competitors organized and prepared
to seize markets and influence as the Trump cancer eats away at the
prestige of the American ideal.
As is our custom, we took a mid-October travel break this year. Thanks to the
pandemic this, as has been everything this year, was a little bit different.
Due to New England’s strict quarantine regime (good for them), we decided to
stay in the Empire state so that we could honor the best health practices.
On the other hand, we really wanted to see some pretty foliage. I found the
leaf peeper map on and realized that the upper-right corner of the state
near Lake Placid was most ideal, and so we made reservations in Lake Placid.
Complicating all this was that a week ago my viking of a wife underwent
surgery and had spent a week resting and recuperating on bed. At the prospect
of canceling, she wasn’t having any of it and she insisted we go on. We both
had the suspicion fresh air, movement, and nature were an important part of her
healing, and we were right.
In many ways COVID19 was as bad as a pandemic could get without being really
bad. It doesn’t have the virulence of measles combined with the mortality of
bubonic plague. This, however, makes it all the more galling that Donald Trump
and his cadre of sycophants failed to guide the nation through these straits
effectively.
Unlike 9/11, which literally exploded across the nation, we knew this was
coming with weeks of lead time and Trump’s team failed to act. Here’s the
story of how we got the signals of the threats ahead, how Lauren and I
experienced it, and how Trump spread disinformation ahead of it.
Prelude to a Season of Death
In February of 2020, I was due to start a new job. Ahead of it, and knowing
that new work tends to dominate life for a little while, Lauren and I planned
to take a trip to the beautiful Netherlands. I had long hoped to share the
wonders of the Mauritshuis, Zuid Holland, and Amsterdam with her. While we were
there, though, the European media, forever ahead of US media in terms of
international reporting, was running stories about a highly infectious illness
sweeping the Wuhan province of China.
While Trump and his cabal of misinforming hacks were proclaiming that COVID
would “just go away” or it was “well under control,” the virus began boring
through the communities of New York City in mid-February. By March
6th my new employer had sent us all home to work from home until
further notice.
In the weeks leading up to the permanent work-from-home order, my colleague had
emphasized that she did not believe the statistics presented by the Chinese
government were trustworthy. She urged us to stock up on basic items at home.
We did: snacks, food, frozen goods, toilet paper, etc. Her tip off was about to
become vital. In early March, Lauren (the 10th), and then I (the
12th), fell ill with a strange respiratory illness characterized by
cough, burning lungs, and a fever.
I say “strange respiratory illness” because we could not get medical care in
this time as the city’s medical capabilities were being overwhelmed. According
to the New York Times, there were 121 deaths on March 26, and 486 on April 1.
New Yorkers were urged to stay at home unless their ability to breathe became
compromised. Lauren and I fell shy of that mark so we complied so that the
most vulnerable could receive care. By the time we were able to get a test
(several months later) we were told that antibodies could not be confirmed.
Were we not ill enough to produce antibodies? Were the tests ineffective. We do
not know to this day. Nevertheless our symptoms were consistent with COVID-19.
During the first days of our onset, it was near-impossible to get telemedicine
appointments due to demand. Doctors from other less-impacted areas were,
generously, making themselves available to help in the effort. We wound up
getting a consultation with a doctor from North Carolina who reported that he’d
been on phone calls all day with individuals displaying the sickness’ symptoms
— our symptoms.
As a lifelong asthmatic, I had learned the tricks of shallow breathing and had
an albuterol inhaler handy. I never thought I’d be teaching my
blessed-by-Californian-sunshine, baseball-playing, rough-and-tumble wife such
miserable tricks of asthmatic existence, but such was her discomfort.
I’d spend miserable nervous hours wheezing while working (as a distraction) or
while playing video games. Ironically the “plague conquers mankind” themed game
The Last of Us felt both relatable and like an escape. In between it and
work, Lauren and I would watch movies and take showers to keep our sanity and
hygiene.
While Lauren and I spent early March ailing from a mysterious respiratory
illness, the rest of the city sat transfixed by the growing spike in COVID-19
infections — watching the statistics that we were part of.
By late-March, it was clear that something massive was afoot. The soundscape
was profoundly altered. Previously, we had heard the children of PS75 coming
and (raucously) going at the beginning and end of school days. We were
(grudgingly) familiar with the horn leanings-on as impatient commuters tried to
cross this most famous of islands along 96th street. By the end of
our acute phase, the soundscape was muffled and still like during a snowstorm
— save for the intermittent punctuating screams of ambulances.
New York’s trusted sources of information were Dr. Fauci and Governor Cuomo.
The ridiculous clowns of nonsense and non-reality that were ignored bore the
surname Trump or carried water for that odious patriarch of perfidy. At that
time, we had no certainty whether the rising slope would ever plateau, or if
it would continue growing until it overwhelmed the health care systems of the
city, if not the entire state, if not the country.
March to April: Our Fortunate Recovery, Social Changes, and…Groceries
After our acute phase had finished, Lauren and I remained quarantined in our
apartment for 14 long days. We hung a sign on our door with a COVID-19
spiked ball illustration as a warning to neighbors and food delivery services.
During our convalescence from mid-March through mid-April 2020, our
imaginations feasted on the grim details that were emerging. Refrigerated
trucks were brought to hospitals in Brooklyn and Queens to account for the
exploding number of deaths.1 Governor Cuomo warned of
demand outstripping supply of ventilators.2. Field hospital
tents were pitched in Central Park to create more-spaced triage capabilities
for the Upper East Side’s hospitals.
My colleagues had generations of co-congregants of certain generations vanish
at church and temple . Lauren had friends whose parents entered hospitals where
they were to stay weeks. During early-to-mid April we remained sequestered in
our home with the brief errands recounted in the previous installment. It
wouldn’t be too much of an exaggeration to say that we didn’t leave home
(outside of A-to-B trips for necessities) until the last of April, 2020.
And when we emerged from our month of sickness, quarantine, and extreme
caution, we found death everywhere. Here’s one death that shows how the
magnificent tapestry of New York City is held together by knots of single
individuals.
My posts recounting 2020 have all, thus far, centered on the initial outbreak
and “first wave” of the COVID virus, in particular from a New York City point
of view. But the virus, as science and other nations warned us, would not
remain pinned to one location. While New York state slowly clawed its way to a
position of stability, the virus made inroads in places like New Orleans,
Atlanta, and Chicago.
In NYC, the warming days didn’t herald their customary change in number of
pedestrians. The sidewalks remained still and many of the shops along Broadway
shuttered their doors one final time. The storefronts that had remained vacant
as speculating landlords held their breaths for new corporate tenants
remained vacant and were joined by other formerly-lively storefronts. Local
haunts like Cleopatra’s Needle (jazz and Dinner: music pouring from the windows
on Summer nights…) suddenly vanished overnight. The quiet grew to deafening.
New York and those who had survived the first tsunami shouted admonitions and
advice to other states. But unfortunately our nation was in a time of profound
political polarization. To follow the advice of “liberal” New York was seen as
a vote in favor for “liberal” stances and the “liberal” Democratic party. For
the opposing party, in thrall inside a personality cult to the failing Trump,
to follow advice or cultural rituals was to act against “their guy.”
A good leader, a kind leader, an empathetic leader, a leader of vision and
backbone would have counseled that this was not the case. New York, leader in
abolition and ingenuity could have been an example of how to pull together in a
time of vast unknown unknowns. A good leader could have taken what was learned
and fused it to the pandemic playbook innovated by the Obama
administration to help as many people as possible. A good administration, a
good president could have done those things.
America, at this time, had an inept, morally bankrupt, game show host instead.
Instead of seeing an opportunity to help, he saw an opportunity to rally his
base and lock in prospects for re-election. Trump, a ghoul who never met a
wedge issue he didn’t like and who never found a distraction from his failings
that he wouldn’t deploy saw a chance to distract from his dismal performance.
And, as if this period couldn’t be more fraught, as citizens came to grips with
the monotony and the frustration that quarantine and distancing entailed, the
long-festering sore of American race relations popped (again).
Thanks to the ongoing mismanagement of the Coronavirus pandemic, I’ve spent a lot of time and a lot of work days at home, all day. While my Dad gifted Lauren and I an awesome espresso machine for our wedding, I had long been curious about a less-fancy means of preparation: the moka pot. In Italy a genericide of the brand-name “Bialetti” has reduced all moka pots to “Bialettis,” so I thought I would try it out.
I’ve really enjoyed it, I must say. One of the primary virtues of it is its relative quietness (compared the bean-grinding cacophony of using our Breville espresso machine).
When the Coronavirus crisis came calling, Trump voters of 2016 might have expected Donald Trump to do well.
If the 2016 voter had bought into the story of Donald Trump as a successful businessman, a sage on unleashing top talent, a canny deal-maker, a maestro orchestrating the best and brightest in a way no career politician could, etc., this should have been his time to shine: clear communication, rallied industrial sectors, hot-spots of need snuffed: the team of America that churned out B-45’s for Europe united, quarterbacked by Donny from Queens.
That myth was a tragic farce: Trump’s many pretensions to business leadership were unfounded.
To make progress, we must stop treating our opponents as our enemy.
We are not enemies. We are Americans.
The Bible tells us that to everything there is a season — a time to build, a
time to reap, a time to sow. And a time to heal.
This is the time to heal in America.
In my chronicle of 2020, which is only half done, a key theme is the bitter and
rancorous rhetoric, the executional incompetence, the antagonism, and the
bullying of the 45th president, Donald J. Trump. Facing him in an
election on the 3rd was former vice-president Joe Biden. Despite
having mismanaged the coronavirus pandemic to the tune of nearly one quarter
of a million deaths, continuing a display of manifest bankruptcy of character,
and corroding the honor, norms and decency of the office, Trump’s brand
remained surprisingly strong — far stronger than polls predicted. The day
after the election, the key states were too close to call and an anxious nation
waited for the declaration of the winner.
In the days after the 3rd, we refreshed news media constantly
looking for an update. While early returns seemed to favor the president, so
much so that he announced his victory on the 4th, slowly but surely
an edge emerged for Biden in several battleground states as mail-in ballots
were counted. We hoped the edge would endure and grow. As Biden’s edges
endured, the possibility of denying Trump the electoral votes needed to win
inched painstakingly to become reality.
On the 7th, I stood cleaning out my Bialetti pot over the
kitchen sink. Lauren was about to run errands in the hollowed-out,
plague-ravaged shops along Broadway. It was the most quotidian of moments.
Suddenly from the streets, we heard screams of joy and the clanking of metal
pans and spoons.
The streets of New York City were telling us to check our news outlets.
The election had been called by cnn.com. It seemed too good to be true so we
set to reloading other news sources to wait for confirmation. The jubilant
sounds from the street continued growing louder. That Trump, the odious,
repellent, authoritarian-leaning, lying, narcissist could soon become an
irrelevant, orange, one-term memory hung thick in the household. Nothing that
good could happen in this plague-riddled year of 2020.
Several tense, skepticism-laden moments later, the right-wing outlet, Fox News,
and The New York Times announced the same and we knew it was really
real. Biden had taken Pennsylvania to lock in both a popular win and
an electoral victory.
There’s only one thing a New Yorker could do on a day like that: head to our
streets. We grabbed Byron, our masks, and spilled out to share our joy and to
see others’ in the streets.
Here's what happened next...and what our glorious city looked and felt like.
There was a day in 1984 when I went over to my cousin’s house in Houston,
Texas. Some eight years or so older than me, she was that perfect 80’s “I want
my MTV” generation child: she took me to see “E.T.” (and took us to the
bathroom during the sad part), drank Mr. Pibb, gave me a “Star Wars” poster,
and had a banana-yellow skateboard. In fact, she even bears the most-common
girl’s name of the year she was born. At any point you needed a cute extra or a
best friend to play opposite Molly Ringwald, you could have swapped in my
cousin.
While not born to it, I have come to love winter. First, in Northern
California, when I would make the run from the Bay up to the Sierras, I loved
the smell of the snow, the way it crunched underfoot. Now, in New York, I love
those snowy days here in the city and really love those days when we can get
up the Hudson River Valley to feel the wildness of the Catskills or the
Adirondacks.
Yesterday we gave notice to our landlords of intention to vacate. While it’s
hard to believe, New York is the longest city Lauren and I have lived in and
this apartment is the most enduring apartment we’ve been in.
We moved here two jobs ago for me, one for her
We decorated and even hung wallpaper
We bought blinds and storage
We had a one-year old dog, he’ll be seven tomorrow
We were unmarried when we moved in, we got engaged and married in the time we
were here
We survived a year of a pandemic here
We survived the misrule of a prevaricating, orange would-be strongman
For all the flaws of dealing with NYC landlords, it’s been a gooddecent Manhattan apartment and I’ll miss the giant picture frame window in
the bedroom that looks out across West End Avenue and Riverside Drive into the
Hudson. That view has seen fog and snow and rain and sunshine and the Hudson’s
watery systole and diastole has made me feel rooted in this island.
Well it’s the 7th birthday of our hairy little buddy, Byron. Here he
is playing in some of the remaining snow from the snowstorms of early February
in Central Park.
Recent posts striking a note of hope were greatly encouraged by the fact that I
made plans, out, with someone to whom I’m not married, for the first time in a
year. We were able to make these plans because New York’s COVID protocols are
now tolerating indoor dining for reduced guest populations which register in a
contact tracing regime. My friend Chris suggested that he get a break from our
shutdown routines, and he made a reservation for a Pappy van Winkle bourbon
tasting flight at Fraunces Tavern, the oldest bar in the city. I headed down to
Wall Street last Friday night where we met up.
As per every Spring since I’ve been in New York, the Spring heralds my new
Chuck Taylor’s. I never had them growing up. I think that my parents associated
it with impecunity and preferred us to be shod in leather or some strange
petroleum byproduct.
But since I moved to the city, I’ve come to pretty much wear dress shoes most of
the time with Chucks stepping in for what sandals used to do in California and
Texas (bare feet on the subway platform, or getting caught in a flooded gutter
during a surprise Hudson downpour? Ew.)
Anyway, when Spring comes I get a new pair and take last year’s pair and save
it for tubing or adventuring. There wasn’t much of that last year owing to
COVID-19, but I’m hoping for a different Spring and Summer this year.
It’s been a complex couple of weeks around here, but we did take the
21st off to celebrate our anniversary. Three years ago we were
happily wed in The Big Easy and it was amazing.
Here are some photos from the process of moving down the street. As of time of
writing, we’ve manged to work through all the Gorilla Bins (see below) and get
to a functional, but cluttered space with a few wardrobe boxes full of stuff
left over. We have some new storage coming but, thanks to the pandemic, it’s on
delay so we’re going to have to live with the clutter for a few weeks. I’ll
post a final “all done” picture when the time is right.
A real pro tip of moving only a few blocks away is that we were able to
pre-move by hand. If you have the option to do this, I highly recommend it.
We took tenancy of the new apartment on the 15th and started
“camping” in it on the 22nd. This is huge because it mentally
projects a goal into your future and helps you start seeing every act at “the
old place” as step toward that goal. Also, you don’t have to sleep in a dusty
old box-laden place.
We bade adieu to scores of books, two bookshelves, two storage units and are
working to live in , as Twitter personality and neighbor George Hahn calls it, a more “edited” space.
An Unintended Redecoration
We also discovered that some of our furniture literally could not fit through
the front door! So that meant giving our blue sofa (pictured below) away. Also
our large brass chair (the bastard that broke one of my toes) doesn’t fit.
We’re storing it in the building basement (or new super is great) and are going
to find some means to help it collapse a bit in order to shed the inches
needed to fit, but we might have to bit it farewell as well.
We also discovered that, after a few years in the Manhattan air, our ACs were
beyond cleaning. As a result, we wound up ditching them as well. Open up the
piggy bank.
We also, also discovered that none of our blinds were portable to this new
place. Open up the piggy bank Fetch the Visa.
So it looks like we’re going to be on the hook for some sigh unplanned
expenses on top of the planned expenses of some new, more uniform storage
units. Nevertheless, we’re starting from a more-considered, better-“edited”
origin and I’m confident that that will lead to a better result.
This past Thursday, the Centers for Disease Control announced, unexpectedly,
that fully-vaccinated individuals could intermix freely without a maskwithout presenting a hazard to themselves of the community. By coincidence,
that very morning Lauren and I had crossed our two-week waiting period and had
crossed into the realm of fully-vaccinated status. To put things mildly, it was
a time for jubilation.
For those of us who survived the long plague year in the city hardest-hit by
the virus, it was a strange sort of announcement. Could we actually go back
out, without our hot breaths being re-routed back up our nostrils? That first
afternoon that we dared it. We left the apartment and took Byron to the
87th street dog run. The air was clear and warm. It smelled
incredible. Pollen and warm sunshine mixed in a delightful way reminding us of
what we had lived without for so long: the dust of the dog park, the smell of a
stranger dog greeting me, the smell of freshly-mown grass. The smells of New
York’s electric and vibrant summer were returned to us after a year-long
absence.
At the run, many who had not yet reached full vaccination or were still wary
were still masked. After the initial elation and a fun playtime in the run, we
headed back to our building, masked up (per building rules), and came back
home. That evening we ate out, maskless, indoors, and it was again a novelty.
But over the next several hours Lauren and I found ourselves wearing masks
again, perhaps out of custom, and perhaps out of laziness as we drifted in and
out of establishments requiring their usage. Their wear had become habit and I
was surprised to find that I couldn’t just stop.
Noticing this phenomenon, and reading others’ experience of it, suggested that
there might be two groups for whom giving up mask wearing might be a little
less attractive to cease doing:
those whose appearance is outside the mean and occasions unsought scrutiny
the pandemic “shell-shocked” for whom the mask is a psychological support in
uncertain times
I love typewriters. They’re amazing machines. They do something amazing (put
letters together) in a consistent way (great for people with poor handwriting)
and they’re shockingly simple to reason about. Make no doubt, typewriter repair
technicians are a gifted sort of artisan that has been slowly disappearing from
the world, but the idea that “it’s a piano, but for the alphabet” has a simple
resonance that is oddly seductive.
I suppose it all started early for me when my paternal grandfather gave me an
Underwood that, I believe, my grandmother had found at a yardsale. My
grandmother loved to visit garage- or yard-sales. I suppose she was always
looking for a bargain, but I think she also had an anthropological interest in
the effluvia on card tables: Who are these people, anyway? At any rate,
sometime around 1983 I was given the Underwood and I clacked and banged on it
as a toy for many years. Somewhere in history it was lost and, during the peak
of the eBay era, I bought a replacement for it that I still have. I plan on
taking it to a repair shop here in Manhattan now that the shop seems to be open
again post-pandemic quarantine.
In any case, both the lost Underwood and my current Underwood are clunky, heavy
devices.
But, like their musical cousins, typewriters were for most of their existence,
effectively furniture, resident on desks or in offices. As early at 1892,
patents were being issued for a portable typewriter models. Throughout
the wars and the rise of the industrial age, multiple other “portable”
typewriters came into existence, but they were still on the heavy end. I suppose
I was thinking about how “a lighter, more fun, fashionable” typewriter might
have been a time-period fellow-traveler for the “lighter, more versatile, solo
woman wield-able” cameras (e.g. Leicas) that I saw in the “New Woman Behind
the Camera” show.
Olivetti famously created a typewriter that was both light and fashion in
1969 when they shipped their gorgeous Valentine designed by Ettore Sotsass and
Perry King. I love this device (as I’ve said
before), and I did some
examination of its presence in pop culture and how it tried to express a
different idea of the relationship we could have with the device.
Last year’s birthday was firmly in the shadow of the pandemic. This year’s birthday is still substantially in the pandemic’s umbra, but it was a little less dark thanks to the vaccine, time, and music.
On the New Year’s eve of 1998-1999, I went out with my friends to the West end of 4th street. My friend, Rebecca, went to pick up a platter of drinks. After I drank one of those drinks, I don’t remember anything. At all. Until the next day at noon. Only years later did I put it all together.
After a leisurely morning where I got to spend time in the beautiful late
summer day with my favorite four-legged buddy, I returned to a lovely stack of
birthday presents. Lauren got me:
a new sleeve for my laptop
some awesome Fox racing biking shorts
a SUPER-AWESOME tote bag with an Olivetti Valentine typewriter on it