Archive for May, 2004

Something I forgot about Blue Crush

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

In the opening of the film the main character, Anne Marie (Kate Bosworth), has a terrible wipe out (this sets the conflict of the story, after a wipe out can she get her nerve back to ride the big waves?) with psychedelicly treated film.

After her poor noggin makes violent contact with the rocks on the North Shore we hear a lot of waves and breathing and noise — but we also hear the whispering of a narrative. If I heard it correctly, and I think I did, it was Kate reading lines from the Tibetan book of the Dead (more background, or buy it here).

I wonder if it is is a reading from the first bardo, encountering and describing the first moments when the soul is rent from the body.

Just watched Laurel Canyon

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

I really like Lisa Cholodenko’s movies. They explore, they notice, they amorally report. It’s….interesting. I can’t always say that I have a reaction of any strength … but sometimes that reaction is to not have a reaction. Lisa’s movies always seem to have that style (her previous film was “High Art”).

An actress that I really noticed in The Truman Show, Natascha McElhone, plays one of the pivotal roles. Natascha is all cheekbone and jaw and deep seeking eyes. She affects an Isreali (I thought it was Russian) accent and plays a medical resident with an agenda on one of the protagonists.

They have several very frustrated and inescapably romantic discussions. One of the zinger exchanges is…

(setting: Sara’s volvo, abandoned garage) Sam (a psychiatrist): “You’re having a sexuality crisis?” Sara (also a psychiatrist, heh): “No, I’m not having any kind of crisis.”

Frances McDormand plays her usual brilliant self and Christian Bale plays the /ultimate/ tightly wound (this time sans homocidal instinct as we have come to expect from American Psycho) good citizen out-not-to-be-a-loser.

It’s a movie that really explores curiosity, fidelity, California, and estrangement.

I love independent movies, ones that make you think and that don’t give you answers.

Mice is displaying my art…

Friday, May 14th, 2004

The world knows that Ms. Bartlett in elementary school gave me a minus in art.

The trouble for me is that I always conceived art, the class, as art, like all the other classes. This means that I am out to get my work done and then move on.

Art is not at all like that. Aparently you’re supposed to achieve some sort of existential satisfaction from Art.

Soamehow nobody ever told me.

Occasionally I can create a bit of a pop art riff.

My co-worker Mice is a fan of Disneyland in a majorly big way. Big. Way. We’re talking about a cat who probably actually believes that this place in the middle of Anaheim actually is the Happiest place on earth.

One day at work he was playing the speech/sound/music track to the Hounted Mansion ride. This tune features a refrain in that fabulous Baritone of of Paul Frees:

“Friendly ghosts come out to socialiiiiIiiiize”

Taking my stack of 3M post-it notes I verbally mangled some of the words to create the following pictures. Consume Mice’s bandwidth to see (may 13, 2004 entry).

Living the cyber.chic life

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

Premium coffee, premium water, Heathrow airport, quicksilver cool Powerbook, t-mobile hotspot, the stone roses shaking out of the Virgin megastore express, the beautiful attendants in their full length fashionable uniform covering coats, the Russian girl with pretty eyes, ringed in jetlag black, her mascara melting ever so slightly, with the ornate flower painting in glitter and white on her fingernails.

That’s entertainment.

That’s Heathrow. That’s my last half hour in England.

My flight just came up on the board, time to head on down to the gate.

Coming back from the UK today

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

I’ve had a wonderful time in the UK. I have had productive and lively and intellectual meetings (ok, ok.. i mean there is some level of baloney associated therewith, but occasionally we have breakthroughs).

I saw my friend Mike, his fianc?e, and made the acquaintance of an awesome girl named Leigh at a strange club called Egg. I had a great time. The girl I travelled with on the way over was also smart and entertaining — it’s been a good trip

I have a flight in 4 hours.

See you soon USA.

Evil women and eros

Thursday, May 6th, 2004

There was recently some furor about Lynndie England, a PFC in Iraq, having been party to shameful behavior towards POWs. There’s something particularly stunning about women being party to such things.

They have the ability to quicken life itself inside of them - isn’t that quintessentially male quality of torture - the slow, debasing, infliction of humiliation seem all the more shocking having come from a female?

Off to Londinium tomorrow

Thursday, May 6th, 2004

Tomorrow I am headed out on the 3:50 flight to London via LAX.

It’s been several years since I was last in the UK, in London exclusively. Regrettably I’ve never had the chance to explore the islands more extensively - but seeing London again will be nice.

I’m going on business and I look forward to meeting up with my teammates there. We’re working to scope out a large project and try to put together timelines for a very large global project deployment.

I will also see my former housemate Axel (that’s not his name, actually) who, with his New Zealandish fianc?e, are denizens of that city that if one is tired of it, one is tired of life (Samuel Johnson).

Propz to Branson

Tuesday, May 4th, 2004

Who pointed me to Pauley Perrette, star of Navy: NCIS.

Amazing pics at her site pauleyp.com.

Apparently she plays an ?berhaqr on the show — I’ll check it out tonight maybe.

Eep! I missed national poetry month

Monday, May 3rd, 2004

Mice pointed out that it is indeed national poetry month in April (itself poetically renowned for its cruelty).

My favourite poem would have to be William Butler Yeats’ The Second Coming. I was assigned to report on this poem in late-fall of my senior year in high school and I recall my teacher saying: “You’re going to love this one, Steven”.

She was right.

I can only gather by the reports etc. that I had turned in up to that point that she could derive my Byronic appreciation of such poems. Here it is:

“The Second Coming” WB Yeats

Turning and turning in the widening gyre The falcon cannot hear the falconer; Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world, The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence is drowned; The best lack all convictions, while the worst Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand; Surely the Second Coming is at hand. The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert A shape with lion body and the head of a man, A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun, Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds. The darkness drops again; but now I know That twenty centuries of stony sleep Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle, And what rough beast, its hour come round at last, Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

I recall that there were tons of entries of footnotes in the poem so that we would be able to follow the mythological, religious, and occult references in the poem.

Yeats was an interesting cat, foremost he was an Irish patriot, a denizen of County Silgo and was a playwright, poet, and general man about town. Yeats famously obsessed over the beautiful Irish stage actress Maude Gonne and wrote many odes and such to her. Yeats’ interests were never met in even measure.

Yeats eventually did marry and have a family, but he maintained a constant interest (despite his Catholic roots) in the Occult. There exist many accounts of his presence at seances and his association with the Blavatsky / Crowley Victorian school of Theosophy is well documented.

Ultimately, I see his philo-occultish interests and being an outworking of his Irish heritage and Irish folklore roots. He was likely seeking to express the Celtic tradition (the faire folk, etc.) that had been paved over in the Victorian culture’s conquest of Eire.

In any case, this kind of tortured whacked-out mystical kind of character really appealed to me and this Jungian imagery poem about the slow decline of civilization is likewise fascinating.

The Cranberries sang a song about him on their second CD too.

What’s strange about Mountain View, CA is that on its main downtown street (i.e. the simulation of Main Street, USA, replete with cute antique shops and Starbucks) is that within one block on Castro street there are three “spiritual / new age / world traveler” type shops.

What’s even more strange about this is that none of them seem to be in competition with each other.

One is more scents based, the other is more beads and textiles based, and the other is more literature based.

They, as a triumvirate, basically offer anything you and your patchouli-oil-drenched girlfriend could want.

Last night I was at the scent-based shop and got to chat with the proprietress, a world-traveler from Morocco who was a great conversationalist, raconteuse, and dancer(!). She was telling me, with great pride, of her home town, inland from the sea cities of Rabat and Casablanca, how cultured and generous the people there were.

I must say, with such a charming and fascinating advocate, they should start a tourism board. Alas, the kleptocracy and high unemployment keep her countrymen, media-wise, prone to being perceived as potential (and actual) al-Qaeda operatives versus inheritors of a rich cultural tradition.